kellygraham’s BodyBlog

I deleted all my old blogs…I read thru them and realized how obsessive and negative I was toward myself. I am in a much different place now, and I dont even want to remind myself of how I was.

Im back, yes I am..haha. Well I have spent the last 4 months working on myself and I am ready to get back on the competition wagon.

I am going to compete in FAME at the end of the year. But this time I will not get obessive, I will not worry about it, and I will have fun!!!

I have someone that I am going to compete with and she is going help me stay on the starit and narrow and most of all have fun with it!!!! Thanks;)

Some people are wondering where have I been, how were my shows? Well at the last minute…well like 8 weeks away I decided not to compete. The dieting for figure is way way way to hard on my body. Because of my past with an eating disorder my bosy will just not put up with the dieting. I basically was replacing one eating disorder with another one…extreme dieting.
My head has been all over the place latley…actually my whole life. I went to the Dr and was diagnosed with ADHD. It makes total sense of how my life has been. Long story short….I was put on medication and I feel like I woke up into a whole new life. I can see the world in a different way and it WONDERFUL!!! Im so happy that I have figured a lot of things about myself. I feel amazing. Now I am 100% focused and ready to take the world by storm.

I am working really hard on my training career. I am going to work hard again at modeling. I have so many things that I want to do, now I know I can.

As for competing I am going to do FAME, Fitness Model division. I still want to compete and this will be much easier on my body. Im not competing till April. But I will keep up with my blog again.:)

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