cleaning out my closets
that was me yesterday. And man I love that song by Eminem, it really hits home for me. So I was singing it while I cleaned out my closets. I must confess I have held on to 2 pairs of my fat pants.
I don’t know why, security blanket maybe??? But they are gone now. At my heaviest I wore a tight 14 now I wear a 7, so why hang on to those 14s, was there part of me who doubts my progress?? That’s the conversation I had with myself.
Am I not the woman who when I first heard Dirty by Christina Aguilera and she sang tight hip huggers low for show who said "yes that will be me, I will be able to wear those hip huggers with pride" Am I not the woman who for a contest on another site ate clean for 12 weeks while her family indulged in pizza, cookies, birthday cakes.
Am I not the woman wo was pissed that she killed herself in discipline for that contest and some people who went whined about how out of shape and fat they were??? Did that not push me to enter the hydroxycut contest here and their big one???
Yes that was me, so those pants are gone, along with huge shapless tshirts. I have a killer back now, getting to be like LInda Hamiltons in Terminator 2 and I need to show that.
And cleaning out my closets I found some cute sweats I forgot I had. You know the ones with writing on the butt. Well my butt looks far better now so I’m going to wear them with pride.
Yesterday I worked legs, no fasted cardio I was tired.
5min beating on Bob(he’s been acting like he’s a bad ass lately had to show him who the boss was)
sumo squats
105×8
125×6
150×4
175×4
calf raises
105×15
125×12
150×9
175×6
sldls
95×8
115×6
130×4
140×4(pb)
step ups
15×10x4
atf squats
65×8
85×6
105×4
125×4
bulgarians
20×8x4
knee ext
90×8
100×6
110×4
120×4
hamstring curls
70×8
80×6
90×4
100×4
5min stretching
Also did 60min ss cardio on my treadmill in my sauna suit.
Today was just cardio
60min ss cardio on my treadmill in my sauna suit, now at 883 miles, need to push it next week and get 18 miles in so I can say I’m pass 900 miles on my treadmill.
Going to order my expo tickets for the Arnold this weekend, I get to hook up with some internet friends from out of state will be cool.






January 24, 2009 at 3:03 pm
Glad my name’s not Bob. Poor guy gets abused.
So when are you going to show progress pics of that awesome back? And man, you’re a killer on cardio.
January 24, 2009 at 3:14 pm
well at the end of the challenge I think, lol
Good thing my hubby’s names not Bob, lol.
January 24, 2009 at 3:20 pm
LOL. Didn’t think of that. That coulda opened up lots of interesting avenues of conversation!!
January 24, 2009 at 7:20 pm
Bob has been bad lately… He never learns.
Good work on getting rid of the fat pants
January 25, 2009 at 6:58 am
I’m starting to think he likes the abuse.
January 25, 2009 at 5:45 pm
Each to their own I suppose
January 26, 2009 at 12:58 am
I’ve cleaned out my closet progressively. Today was last load. I decided that I was never going to go back there! Be merciless with the old stuff! Bring on the new!
January 26, 2009 at 5:09 am
That’s a great way to think about it. New year, new me.
January 26, 2009 at 6:37 pm
I like that Eminem song too. I’m saving my fat pants to take a picture of me in them holding them way out. lol! Go out and get yourself new cute clothes! You deserve it!
January 26, 2009 at 7:37 pm
Thanks!