You’re an inspiration
If I hear that one more time from someone I will scream. I don’t want to be an inspiration. I want someone to go "Damn look how good she looks, she must workout hard." Let’s face it I want to be considered hot.
Not some inspiration because I fought cancer. I had no choice, what was I supposed to do lay down and die?
Probably all goes back to junior high/high school and I was in one word a geek. I had baby fat, braces, glasses and at that time I was short. I grew one summer 5 inches, talk about growing pains. I still hear 4 eyes, fatso, shorty in my head. So no I don’t want to be an inspiration unless its because you’re looking at me thinking my bod is in shape and I inspire you to work out. So no do not say "I’m an inspiration" or "why do you work out you’re not going to get any better."
To that I say Kiss my ARSE. I needed to say that today. I’ve been feeling bad lately because I naively thought somone was my friend but they’re not.
Ok enough of my ranting, can you see the gawky 15 year old girl screaming there at the top?????
I worked out today, yes sirree, because I know Meg and Annissa are going to try to kick my butt during the hyroxycut contests and that they were working out, so thank you for the push. Plus I know Al already worked out.
Today I did
5min wu on treadmill jog
squats
125×8
150×6
175×4
195×4
calf raises
125×8
150×8
175×8
195×8
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sldls
95×8
115×6
135×6
145×4(pb)
Smith lunges
105×8
125×6
145×4
165×4(pb)
sumo squats
100×8
130×6
150×6
160×4(pb)
knee ext
90×8
115×6
140×6
165×6
hack squats
105×8
125×6
150×6
175×4(pb)
hamstring curls
80×8
90×6
100×6
110×4
5min cooldown on treadmill
22min ss cardio on treadmill
Jillian Michaels would’ve been so proud of me I didn’t grab the treadmill once. Kept imagining her screaming at me.






December 30, 2008 at 12:40 pm
Well I’ll be the first to say it…..you ARE hot…..and the ink on your tummy is captivating!
December 30, 2008 at 12:41 pm
Damn look how good you look, you must workout hard. You’re HOT!
December 30, 2008 at 12:41 pm
Ok fine, you don’t inspire me at all. I like to lift weights just fine as it is (I mean damn I own my own gym if that tells ya anything) but I checked out your pics and you do look hot. Good work
December 30, 2008 at 12:42 pm
Thanks guys. Can you tell I was a little peeved when I wrote my blog?? LOl.
December 30, 2008 at 12:43 pm
Good thing I already said you look hot the other day Kermane, so do I have some cred here?
BTW, I’m still short. I’m still a 4 eyes. And I was a pudge til Jr yr of HS. Let’s trade height! LOL
And yes, I’m not asking you for any more coffee…….
December 30, 2008 at 12:51 pm
that’s a good thing, I love my coffee. Yes you have cred. You made me get my butt down in my gym and work out today, lol. My grandpa blessed me with height, God bless him. I was 5 feet 4 inches until I turned 15.
December 30, 2008 at 12:59 pm
Well I was too…..but I only grew 2" more. And MY DAD blessed me with HIS height.
Actually that worked out well. I have scoliosis (curvature of the spine) and had to wear a full body back brace from 15-17 til my bones stopped growing. During those HS yrs when you’re obsessed with appearance & what others think of you. I was ecstatic to stop growing & get out of that brace. Life’s just full of silver linings……. Have a great evening my friend.
December 30, 2008 at 1:12 pm
inspiration nah, but you do rock!!! calling me out in the blog makes me feel like crud that i havent been doing well the last 2 weeks so i am going to totally step up my game :0) btw i was the cheerleader and popular in high school and that is not all its cracked up to be either!!
December 30, 2008 at 1:14 pm
It depends on what really people inspire.
Some people may beat cancer physically but the psychology is still in them.
It all depends on how you look at it.
December 30, 2008 at 1:15 pm
well glad I gave you the push, I think Christmas alot of us were like blah from all the Christmas food.
Interesting to know that about the other side of the coin in high school.
December 30, 2008 at 1:22 pm
like i tell my daughters….once high school is over we are all on a level playing field so you better have taken some of the education in with the socializing!!!