kermane’s BodyBlog

Haven’t blogged what with Christmas coming, but I have worked out, legs on Friday, some cardio on Saturday, some Wii all weekend. Early and quick chest workout today.

Not in the mood for cardio today. It will be a struggle the next couple days motivating myself to do it. Hormones suck, oh well the joys of being a woman.

Anyhow I’ve decided I’m not entering any more contests on another site I blog on. I always give it my all and nothing, and I mean I give it my all. Every contest. From the beginning back when my hips were humungous(44 inches or more), thru thyroid issues(I have no thyroid and darn if it can’t stall or ruin your weight loss), scares about cancer(turned out to be a fractured rib).

Being a two time cancer survivor anytime they act all weird looking at your cat scans you freak out and automatically think the worse. Turns out it was a refracture, and I didn’t even know I"d fractured it the first time)

Anyhow I just feel so bad about mysel after these contests, like my best is not enough. And I’ve realized who cares? I like my muscles and my body looks far better than when I started this journey, so why do I let it get me down.

So back to the hydroxycut contest, need to clean up the eats(no more Christmas cookies), lol. I might even enter the big one I read about starting January 1st, why not, and I will do it only for me. There will be tons of us in the contest pushing each other to look our best.

Hope everyone who’s in the current one is hitting those workouts hard.

I use to be so hardened, prior to having a child, I think having a child lets you see that there are all kinds of possibilities out there. So the plan

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