Kaylabree’s BodyBlog

i figured it was time for an update, regardless of whether people read this or not..it’ll be cool to look back on.

its thursday, so i’m just gona call it 8 weeks out. lol. This week my trainer cut my sodium and she took away any artificial sweetener that i was using. So that means no more sweet and low in my coffee, no milk in my coffee, no s&l for my oatmeal (which is a definite adjustment) no more mustard for my chicken. booo. i can deal with the mrs. dash salt free seasonings though, they are good. oh and she tells me only a coupld pieces of sugar free gum a week! there goes my sanity..and i still have 8 weeks.

I think this is so rough because i’ve been eating the same thing for so long. I started dieting down the second week of MARCH. SOO that will equal a total of 17 weeks of dieting for this show. which is no biggie because it has helped me A LOT. so i’ve basically been eating the same for 10 weeks..with little variations here and there. I was expecting more of a change in meals (this week)..but again if it works then thats great! eat boring so you can look good

I have days where i’m like "oh this is no big thang!" and then there are days that im SUPER sluggish (like today, for instance) and don’t feel like doing a damn thing. Its hard to be totally happy-go-lucky all the time. BUT….

i got my EYE on JULY! i cannot wait. i’m getting very excited and i still have 2 months haha.

till next time….

*staying positive*

hahah, so since I have been dieting down for a show that was supposed to be in June, which has now turned into a July show.. my trainer told me last Wednesday that I was allowed to have a small cheat meal. AHHH!! i was pretty darn excited. So from Wednesday on ALL i thought about was what I was going to have for my cheat meal on Saturday. non stop. it was bad LOL. It was really messing with me mentally LOL.

So what did i choose?.. My boyfriend took me to Texas Roadhouse (LOVE THIS PLACE) and I ate my usual 6 oz steak, salad, and i got baked beans instead of my usual streamed broccoli. and well, i absolutely LOVE their rolls and cinnamon butter…so you can guess that i ate a TON of rolls. there’s part one of my cheat. then later on in the evening i had some all natural, no sugar added ice cream! ahhhh it was sooooo good. i was a happy camper this weekend.

Well now its monday and I’m still feeling my cheats (a tiny bit by now) but nevertheless this weekend I did not feel normal. I’m starting to feel lean again, thank god. The cheat seemed SO worth it at the time, but now that I feel/think about it.. I just wanna feel normal again, LOL. It isnt going to hurt me, I’m 11 weeks out and have plenty of time. Though on another thought, it really helped me mentally. Dieting is tough on the mind sometimes. I give major kudos to all who compete.

Okay off of that subject, I meet with my trainer tomorrow. Can’t wait to see if she changes anything.

Its game time now!!!!!!!!!