kathyfit’s BodyBlog

OK…..down to the last two weeks.  Right now all I can do is ramble because the diet sucks and I ran stadium stairs, so you know, my head isn’t on straight!!  Besides the way I feel right now, my workouts have been pretty good and my energy still seems to be good.  I’m going to have more energy in the gym tonight after seeing these pictures…aurgh, my back side is WAY behind!!  I think the front of me is coming around pretty good, thanks to the shoulder workouts that my hubby has been putting me through.  I really get mad at him while we are in the gym, but I’m so thankful he is pushing me so hard.

On a sad note, I just got a phone call and found out my daughter’s great-grandmother passed away.  Today was her first day of school, so she doesn’t know yet.  Tonight is going to be very sad at the funeral.

These new pics are quite funny and crooked because I had to take them by myself with the timer.  It was a learning experience for me!!

OK, the next couple of weeks are going to be a big blur for me….  I just got done running stadium stairs for the first time in over a year and my legs are still shaking!  Today is going to suck because now I have to go to work and we runour butts off at work!   I’ll be ok….my belly is full of tuna (yum/yum?) and my legs are jello….perfect!  I am getting really nervous for this show.  I looked at pics of the girl that won the show the last two years (yes, she will be there to defend her title) and she looks fabulous!  I know, I know…I’m only competing against myself to do the best that I can do, but come on….I WANT TO WIN!!!

My daughter took these pics this week (not bad for a 6 year old) and I think I’m too soft and loosing too much muscle.  I will concentrate on eating even more clean food and keeping my weight on.

I am 3 weeks and 5 days away from my show.  Time is ticking quickly and I’m getting stressed that my body isn’t responding.  I can see I’ve lost some muscle, so I know I’m not eating enough.  Luckily my bodyfat is dropping, but so is my muscle   Maybe that’s just me being over-critical, so you can decide.  I know my calories have dropped…my appetite has been small and I can’t seem to force myself to keep eating…..hmmmm……

My suit is almost completely stoned now, just a few more!  I think I’m going to like it!

Well, my diet was better this week.  The sugar cravings subsided and my focus is good.  My hubby put me through a shoulder workout yesterday that has my delts screaming for mercy today-LOL!  I need to hit them hard like that every week, but I usually work out alone without a spotter, so I can’t take them to failure. 

I noticed I jumped a week forward in my blog, so I was relieved to realize that I have an extra week!  I am now 5 weeks out…again!!   Here are new pics…with a few more stones on my suit.  I guess you can watch the progress on that as well!