kathyfit’s BodyBlog

Competing and doing what you are supposed to be doing can get hard….especially when family and friends want you to do "normal" stuff with them.  Mother’s Day is coming to a close and my belly feels big and my body feels neglected.  It was probably good for me to let my hair down and relax, but I get a little stressed when I have a show coming up. 

Now I feel like I just want to take a step back….so I need some motivation!  I am thinking about quitting personal training completely so I can work on myself (not that I’m selfish, but I work two jobs and my gym-time is less and less).  I have a two hour time limit in the gym because of the nursery and if one of the hours is with a client….well, its hard to get everything done.  I’m also feeling over-whelmed with the eating thing.  I know I need to gain weight, but at my job, we are lucky to use the restroom, let alone eat a gallon of rice, veggies and chicken!  OK….I’m done complaining.  I will pick it up a notch this week and tell my boss, "You’re on your own…I’m eating!  "

OK, so it’s official now…..I’m doing the Jr. Cal’s again this year.  Lonnie does a great job with this show and its alot of fun.  I have changed my whole training and diet plan for this, so we’ll see how things turn out….