kasbie19’s BodyBlog

I was doing great and then money ran out. No membership at the gym and bad food is cheaper than eating clean. Supplements ran out, too. I feel so bad and unhealthy. I do plan on running in the morning about 5:30. I hope I can do it. I can’t lift, but I will try to do home cardio. I have to get my motivation back. Any one see 1/2 ton mom and 1/2 ton dad? I feel like that. I don’t know anything anymore. How do you eat clean on a budget? How do you eat clean when you are the only one in the house eating clean. It is like two different grocery lists. I got down to 269.5 now I am back up to 274 lbs. I feel like I need a drill instructer in my ear screaming at me to get it done. God it was so much easier back then. You had to do it or else… hell… ther was no "or else"…. you had to do it. The Marines fed you 3 times a day with cardio Mon., Wed., Fri. You did your daily 7 and then ran like hell anywhere from 3 miles to 6 miles and more at times.  I will try again… so far I am dissappointed at me and in me.