I let you down, I let me down.
I worked so hard to get under 270 lbs, and I finally did. I weighed in at 269.5 lbs. Then… It happened. I got so freaking hungry I just ate and ate and ate. All day Saturday and today Sunday. I feel like sh**. I f*^&ked up and I just feel ashamed. I don’t know… I know what I need to do, but dang… always being hungry and the headaches from being hungry. I know I sound like a big b**ch. I guess I am. I cheated. I am sorry to myself and to all of you. I lost my will power.





