This is What Sammi Says!!

Well this has been a week of tough decisions for me so far.  I’m still laughing my butt off over everyone thinking yesterdays blog was about a college degree!  LOL!!  Guess I should have spelled it out.  Anyway that’s not the only tough decision I’ve made.  The person I’ve been seeing since high school has been putting pressure on me to make a commitment.  I really love them but truth be known I think I am too young to tie myself down.  I’ve barely had any life experiences at all and I want to have some damn it.  Plus I’m very sure my parents would not approve of me settling down with this person forever.  They have very specific ideas about who they want me to spend my life with.  Anyway I just think I need to find who I am before I find who I am with someone else.  Does that make sense.  So I guess I’ll be breaking the heart of someone I love but I think it is for the best.  I’ve also decided that I need some fresh scenery.  I feel I’ve gone about as far as I can go in this town and I need to expand my horizons.  I’m not sure where I’m gonna go but I know for sure I’m going to start exploring my options.  I have a nice little nest egg in the bank and it’s time to break into it.  I’m thinking someplace warm!  Maybe Florida or Texas.  I’ve often thought about San Diego.  All of them would be nice.  Maybe I can put my other BA to use.  I’ve often thought about exploring a TV career even though my face is more suited for radio!  LMAO!  I’ve even entertained the idea of working in the fitness industry.  Maybe as a personal trainer.  It would take a little more schooling but that would be cool too.  Anyway just thought I would clear my head by blogging about it.  Thanks everyone for your input and for being so nice.  Later!!! 

Well after struggling with this decision for a long time I’ve decided that there will be no BA for Sammi.  I’ve weighed all the pros and cons and talked to many people who have had it done or who want to get it done and I truly listened to what they had to say but  I’m just gonna play the hand that God delt me for better or for worse.  Now I might change my mind in 20 years when my boobs look like knee high socks with tennis balls in the end of them but for now I’m good to go.  I’ve gotten lots of good advice and everyone has been very helpful in helping me with this decision but truth be told the people who really matter to me in my life are very pleased with my boobs and that’s good enough for me.  Please don’t think that I’m looking down my nose at anyone who has had a BA.  Nothing could be furthur from the truth.  I don’t think there is anything wrong with them and I may still get one some day.  So please no hate mail accusing me of being against plastic surgery.  I’m really not.  It’s just not for me at this time.  A big shout out to all who have writen me and given me advice.  You are so wonderful and I appreciate it very much.  <strong />

Sammi   

I know I’ve been working a lot of hours and really haven’t had the time to work out but I have got to do something.  I need to find the time to somehow get my butt back in the damn gym.  It’s actually a wonder I don’t weigh 500 lbs as my eating habits are crap.  Working those kind of hours I’ve been grabbing a lot of fast food or I go long periods of time without eating and then when I get a chance to eat I chow down like a pig.  God it would be nice if I could walk past a damn bag of chips without stopping to eat half of it.  LOL!!  I guess a little more planning on my part would be helpful.  I have been packing a healthy lunch as of late but I’ve been working a 12 hour day so to pack enough healthy food to cover that kind of day I’d have to have a lunch box like Fred Flintstone.  LMAO.  I’m determined though to work something out.  I’m tired of looking like I do.  Hope everyone has a great week. 

For the first time in what seems like forever I only had to work an 8 hour day.  After working all these 12’s it seemed like it was over in like 5 minutes.  LOL!

I took advantage of the short break from the grind to visit the gym since I haven’t had a chance to workout for a long time.  Since I don’t know when I might get a chance to do it again I hit my entire body as hard as I could.  I just did the basics like bench, military press, squats, curls, ticep extensions, lat pulldowns and deadlifts.  I tried to do 3 sets of each exercise as heavy as I could stand and now I have to admit I am a whimp.  I am also very sore so I decided to take a nice hot bubble bath to soak my sore muscles.  Now I’m not your typical girley girl in that I like to soak in a tub of bubbles.  I would much rather take a shower anyday.  But today I rediscovered just how relaxing a bubble bath can be and that water pic massaging thingy…..OH MY GOD!!!  LOL!!  I would love to kiss who ever invented that thing.  Geez!!!  Anyway I am beyond relaxed now but I think I’m gonna be regreting working so hard after not being in the gym for a while.  I’ll be expecting Mister DOMS to pay me a visit tomorrow.  LMAO!  Only it probably won’t be so funny when it happens.  Sooooooo hope everyone is having a good week so far.  I’m off to catch up on some of my friends blogs!  Hasta luego

Just thought I’d blog to let everyone know why I haven’t been on much lately.  The reason is I’ve been working 12 hour days 6 days a week and even worked 7 this past week.  I am so tired I can hardly stand it.  I really hate working these hours but the money is really good.  The bad part is though that I haven’t seen the inside of the gym for weeks.  There is no way I could find the energy to workout after working 12 hours.  NO THANKS!!  And the really crappy part is I’m eating really bad.  McDonalds and crap like that!  Something has to give soon or I’m gonna lose it.  Anyway just thought I’d let ya all know in case anyones interested. 

I don’t understand what goes on in guys heads.  Either one of them.  Are they like connected by some kind of unseen wire or something??  You see I thought this was a bodybuilding and fitness website but I’m starting to think that it’s like Love Connection.com or something.  I mean I know I have some pics up that could be looked upon as being suggestive and yes I can be a little flirty and sarcastic in my humor but that doesn’t mean I want to hook up with anyone on here and I damn sure don’t want to send you naked pics of myself.  I guess hiding anonymously behind a computer screen gives people big balls to ask some of the questions they do. 

Now I’ve got nothing against nudity and if I want to show someone my naked ass I will surely do it.  But that will be my decision.  I can assure you it takes more to see my naked bod then seeing me once on a website like this in my frilly undies so quit asking.  The lucky few who have seen my bod naked actually took the time to get to know me and develop a friendship before they ever suggested anything so personal.  I just don’t understand how you can come to a website like this, look at someone once and think that you have the right to ask to see them naked.  And the thing that really pisses me off is that when I tell them I don’t do that or I don’t want to hang out on this site for hours having personal conversations with just them then I’m a bitch or a tease.  What the hell is the matter with you???  I’m just here to make a few friends and learn a little about fitness.  Now am I perfect little angel???  Heck no!  Not by a long shot.  I enjoy sex and nudity as much as anyone and I can be the biggest flirt that you’ll ever lay your eyes on.  But there is a time and place for everything so just remember that. 

Well someone pointed out to me that Mr McPerv was not trying to see my frilly drawers (see last blog) but was actually trying to see other things which I’ll not name here.  Boy do I feel dumb!!  Guess I’ll have to start wearing underware to the gym.  A couple of helpful guys actually revealed to me that men sometimes use the mirrors in the gym to get a sneeky peek.  Comon boys have you no shame? 

Worked my chest and my arms tonight and it caused quit a stir at the gym let me tell ya.  I had all kinds of helpful gym goers lining up to help spot me while I did bench presses.  BTW what is a tea bag.  Some of the boys were carrying on and laughing about a tea bag while their friend spotted me.  You men sure have some funny gym lingo.  I’ve drank lots of tea and never found a tea bag to be the slightest bit funny.

Anyway had an awesome workout.  I never knew I had muscles under my boobs but they are letting themselves be known now.  Actually all kidding aside this working out is turning out to be one of the best decisions I’ve made in a long time.  I feel absoulutely incredible.  It’s like you can actually feel yourself getting tighter even after your done.  There is no doubt in my mind that I will continue this for the rest of my life.  I’m so glad I discovered this site and got interested in lifting.  Till next time!!!   

Somebody just pointed out that I haven’t blogged for a while so I thought I would try to write something of interest real quick.  I just recently joined a gym and I’ve gotta tell ya I flippin love it.  I don’t love the money it cost but I love the gym.  The only thing I don’t like about it is that there seems to be a lot of Pervy McPervs there looking to get cheap thrills by looking up the legs of girls shorts while they work out. 

That’s right Mr McPerv!!  You all think you’re being sneeky looking up our legs but we’re wise to your shanannigans mister!!  They really seem to herd around the leg abduction machine.  You know, the one where you have to spread your legs.  The leg curl also seems to be a favorite gathering place for Mr. McPerv.  Well this girl is having none of that funny business.  If he wants to see someones frilly drawers he’ll have to go somewhere else cause he won’t be seeing mine.  I’ve out smarted him cause I’m not wearing any drawers.  That will fix his little red wagon I’m here to tell ya.  That’s right Mr Pervy McPerv you gotta get up pretty early in the day to fool this little girl. 

Anyway I’m loving the feeling of getting stronger and tighter everyday.  I can really see how this could become addictive. 

Later everyone!!! 

Had an awesome end to 2007.  Had 5 of my best GFs over….we got our drink on and then we got naked in front of the fireplace and had wild crazy sex with each other till we fell asleep exhausted!!! 

Na Na made ya look!!!!!!  Of course I was just kidding!  We didn’t need to get our drink on!  ROFLMAO!!! 

EVERYONE HAVE AN AWESOME 2008!!

Look Out 2008!!  Here I come!  I am expecting big things for 2008 but I realize the only one who can make that happen is me.  I’ve been so lucky to find this site.  everyone here has given me wonderful advice that I will use in 2008 to reach my goals.  I thought I would post a list of my 2008 goals and next year at this time I can go back and see how close I came to reaching them.  So here they are…..

1.  Eat as close to natural as possible.  No packaged or processed food and avoid sugar like the disease it is!  NO BEER! (big one for me)  Eat lots more green leafys and drink more water.

2.  Once my fitness level improves I want to embark on a program of lifting to put on muscle.  It’s no longer enough to be toned I want to look like I compete.

3.  Consider competing.

4.  Move out of mom and daddy’s house.  It’s time.  boo hoo  sniff sniff

5.  Remember that it’s ok not to be in a relationship….especially with a jerk.

6.  Be strong enough to do hand stand pushups.

7.  Go to a nude beach somewhere and have the courage to take it off.

Well i think that should just about cover it for now.  I hope everyone makes their dreams come true in 08!!

Later!!!!