justmarried4’s BodyBlog

I keep starting off really well…. then life gets in the way and I get distracted. Was doin really well with my training then crashed my car. Hurt my neck, back, and my face a little… lol. Got a new car out of it which is much safer and def. my mommy car! (whenever we plan to have kids). anyway, starting to feel better and got cleared from the doc to start again. So excited yet unmotivated at the same time. wish me luck!!!!

God Bless

I keep starting off really well…. then life gets in the way and I get distracted. Was doin really well with my training then crashed my car. Hurt my neck, back, and my face a little… lol. Got a new car out of it which is much safer and def. my mommy car! (whenever we plan to have kids). anyway, starting to feel better and got cleared from the doc to start again. So excited yet unmotivated at the same time. wish me luck!!!!

God Bless

Well, one week down, 16 to go until my comp. I am sooooo sore! My whole body is pissed off at me right now but all I can do is ignore it. I have only 1 month to build some good size then try and maintain what I have gained and cut so I come in a lot leaner in November.

On another note, I am having seperation anxiety from my husband. I am so depressed and he has not even left yet. This weekend will be the first time we have ever wpent any time apart since we started dating! Even our bachelor bachelorette parties ended up combined… lol. He is going camping without me this weekend. One of his friends bachelor parties…. otherwise i would be going. Anyway, I am really having a hard time with him going although I need to learn to be independent from him. I know I will prob. be depressed until he gets back but oh well. It had to happen at some point. I just love him, what can I say.

anyway, time to get back to work. Have a great day!

…. though short, hopefully it will be productive. I will work my ass off to come in harder and leaner in November. Today I will start my workouts besides the cardio I have been doing. I am so ready to get going. I was in Las Vegas for 5 days and it took a toll on my body for sure. So excited to get going on my new program. Feeder workouts…here I come. Thanks Bev. International!!!!! (also added in some Nano Vapor for the next few weeks and see what happens.)

Well, the day started for me at 5am. Early but usually a little later than what time I normally wake up for work so I kinda slept in although I did go to bed after 1am after all the coats of tan I had to apply finding out later that I really needed about 3 more coats of tan. I felt like s**t when I woke up guessing it was from the water depletion and lack of caffein. LOL. I had my am cup of coffee made with distilled water and then It was my breakfast of beef and sweet potato. Next comp i am eating some chocolate cake and some wine so that I am more vascular during prejudging. I got myself ready then off to the show. I got there about 15 til 8 and it was time for a meeting which did not start til about 8:15am. The show was to start at 9am and  the meeting did not end til 8:35. My number was 2 so I hurried down to the dressing room to start getting ready, into my 2 peice and downed some peanut butter. Then they let us know that we were about to be on stage. I had not glued down my suit yet or pumped up yet. That sucked. It was off to get into line and on stage. I was sooooo nervous the first time going out there but then the nerves went away. The whole am show was rushed it seemed but I got through it. By the time it ended I still had no pump. LOL. After am show My hubby was hungry so we went through the deli and when he got a lemonade i took a few sips then…..crap there was the veins i was looking for at prejudging. Went home with the intention to take a nap but my hair was sooooo greasy from the muscle juice we applied all over our bodies that I needed to wash it. I then decided that I had a lot of other things to do before our party that night and did laundry and cleaned. I left for the pm show about 3:30pm for the meeting at 4. Show started at 5 and it was so unorganized I cannot even tell you. The meeting we were told was in the balcony then downstairs then back up and finally they had it in the dressing room. I threw on my 2 peice and ate a couple of reeces pb cups. delicious! then headed up to the pump room where I pushed out a couple sets of rows, lateral raises, and bicep curls. Then it was time to get in line. By now I was not so nervous anymore and new that this would go sooooo fast. Out on stage, I did my poses, then realized as I went off stage I was called for top 5 in novice. Sweet. I ended up at 4th place in Novice. then it was back in line for Open B class. Went on stage, again some posing and then the placing. There were only 4 girls in my class so I new I would place last seeing as all the girls in my class were the most ripped and beautiful out of all the girls. I was given my 2nd trophy for the evening and then It was over. Over all, I had an amazing time and am truly addicted now. I can’t wait to do the next one although I NEED a lot more muscle. I will compete again on November 15th of this year and all I have to say is THANK GOD ITS BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS!

I kinda skipped around the evening because I hate to type a book. I had a blast and I have so much respect for all the girls out there doing these competitions. It takes hard work and amazing dedication. I am so lucky to be able to compete next to these beautiful girls.

Congrats to Courtney and Jenn for an amazing show. You two looked amazing and thank you so much for the support. I cant wait to see you two up on stage again. You are both beautiful.

long night, gonna take a nap but will recap the evening later when I am fully recovered from my food hangover. Ready to be back on my diet. LOL.

Well, it is finally here and it is safe to say that I am actually ready. Never thought that I would be. I put this off for sooooooooo long and now I am really doing it. I did not sleep much last night. Somewhat due to this crap they call tanning liquid and mostly because of nerves and thoughts running through my head.I finally went to bed at about 12am and woke up at 5 am to get started on my beauty routine. Anyhow, I am getting ready to eat my breakfast, basically the same damn meal I have been eating for two days, beef and grapefruit. I then have to finish packing my little bag of goodies and then its off to Loretto Heights in Denver. I need to be there by 8 for the competitor meeting. Its funny how they do it an hour before taking stage. LOL. This is no Miss America people…..hopefully more organized than what most of you say these turn out to be. Say a prayer for me and Ill post later with thoughts from prejudging. Thanks for all your support and God Bless.

got home a little bit ago from walmart, ulta, and….check-in. I am in B class for both open and novice so that should be easy to remember. I just had my LAST meal for the evening in between applying more coats of tan. Damn this sucks to put on. I am trying so hard to apply it evenly but it still seems streaky. Oh well, first show, first tanning experience. I was worried that I would not have enough bottles but I actually have plenty. One extra for the morning coat. Then on goes the lotion. Only one problem, I cannot stop going to the bathroom and I have not taken any water in (some) in the last 4 hours. I guess its a GREAT thing. all that water will son be out of my body. Anyway, its time for the second coat for the evening then off to bed for hopefully some good needed sleep. Wake up is 5 am to eat my first meal of the day. Sweet, more hamburger and grapefruit. LOL. Thanks Julie. Sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite!

So, the time has come…almost. I am so ready it is rediculous! I am to the point that I am feeling fatigued. I slept really bad last night. I am trying to stay on track with everything but my memory is sort of a big mess. I keep forgeting things. I am a trainer and when I am with my clients I feel like Im not giving them 100% as I am on my own training. They understand which is the beauty of having GREAT clients. They have been so supportive. The most important thing is they are learning self motivation through all of this. I am not totally my Hard Ass self in the gym right now. No yelling, no getting on them about their eating, I sure as hell don’t expect them to go to the extent I am even though they see my results and want to try it. I keep telling them its not good for them to follow a strict as hell diet like the one I am on. I keep telling them that when this is over I will go back to my normal beer on the weekend self but lets be honest, I have worked so hard I am not willing to give it up for a few beers and some fast food on the weekends. I will now occasionaly have my cheat meal but I want to go about this  A LOT diff. for my next comp. in November(which I hope will be scheduled before the holidays since they are filled with lots of wonderful food)….thanks mom. LOL.

anyway, through all of this, I have learned a lot myself. I never realized that I could actually do this. I put it off for WAY too long and am finally ready to make my dream a reality. I know that whatever happens up there on stage, I have many people who will cheer me on, even if the worst( me falling in those heels) happens. I am so blessed to have a wonderful family and wonderful friends to be there for me. My greatest support comes from my wonderful husband and without him, I could NOT do this. I am pretty sure I have put him through hell and back but I know that through all of this, and anything else in that matter, he would never leave my side and he will always push me to do the things I love even if they are a little selfish at times. Next thing to do is focus on just him for a while and do what he loves. He is the best man I have EVER met and I thank God every day for such a wonderful, loving, caring, and thoughtful husband.
Alright, I guess that is enough for now. I love to brag about Brandon because I am the luckiest girl in the world!!!! I better go eat my protein waffles and strawberries yummy! the rest of the day is hamburger and grapefruit. LOL. then Carb loading this afternoon. Thanks for everyones support. God Bless!

I have already gotten my 2 pice suit from Christine but I needed diff. pads put into the one piece so today will be the pick up on that one. i hope it fits as great as the ywo piece does. they are so beautiful. i cannot wait til saturday to wear them officially. I feel really great in it I am just nervous about the heels i must wear. i wish i could just wear flip flops. Im not to graceful in the 5" heels although they are soooo pretty. LOL. I am just too much of a tomboy. I get to be girly on Friday. Taking the day of to rest and get nails done. That should be interesting. I have not gotten my nails done since my wedding a year ago and when I get nervous I bite my nails so hopefully I can find something else to chew on…. gum will have to do i guess. anyway, gotta run. eat some lnch and pick up my suitat 1:30pm. then its back to work. I NEED a day off. Friday will be wonderful. $ days till I get my ice cold Coors Light and french fries with ranch dressing. Im also thinking that I want a blizzard with heath bar in it even though i never eat the ice cream….just pick out the candy. Have a wonderful day all!