Ms.Jay’s Road to Accomplishment

I have not been working out or eating the way I’m supposed to at all. I’ve been doing whatever it is I feel like doing: eating whatever, drinking (a lot) whatever I want, not exercising, lying around watching t.v.. I know it’s about the process of me transitioning back into port; adjusting and getting my life back to normal. But this process has been detrimental to my health is not moving fast enough by any means. I need something to motivate me enough to make that move. The want to look better and feel better isn’t enough. My relationship problems are major factor. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed, but I just lack energy to do anything but drink, smoke, sleep and watch t.v. I just need something to wake me up from this daze I’m in. My problems and difficulty to “get right” totally helps my understanding of how hard it can be for others. My being so critical of others and what I like to call their ‘Lazy mentality, has been narrowed.  But what I do realize is that you have to find that motivation before it’s too late. Ask for help. I want it, I Do. I just need a slap in the face to wake me up! I’m sure I’ll find that in the pictures I’ll be uploading next week. Til then…God Bless all of you hardworking folks out there!