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i wish i could fix all this
i know its all in my head
i get so tired sometimes though
sometimes I just wish that we were like plants
and then we could use photosynthesis for energy
forget food remove my pancreas so I have no appetite
(that’s what happens to rats)
Im tired of numbers
and counting and thinking and trying not to
and being sore
and at the same time…
I LIVE for this feeling
I LOVE this feeling
the pain that is making me stronger
hunger is control
