Jessica’s BodyBlog

I got so pissed lately. I am doing my best and all of a sudden I lost all motivation… it just flew away. I lost track of my diet, I got sick and missed a week of workouts. Now I’m finding it hard going on my own to the gym. This sport is sooo lonely. Its raining everyday which is giving me such bad spirit and its hard leaving the cosyness of my home to go alone to the gym in this frickin weather. I know you’ve got to shut up and just do it and nothing is just handed to you easily, you’ve got to work hard. But I feel lost, I was doing great with the diet then I read that your body then gets used to it and slows the metabolism down. Then how am I supposed to keep the metabolic rate high up? My friend bodybuilder told me to do a cheat meal once a week… like eat a pizza. But I feel like throwing away a whole week of sacrifice. …I feel confused :S

Hello everyone,

I will try to update this blog as a sort of diary and to keep track of my progress. I am only past the first week of workouts. It went well but it could have been better. My diet is still very sloppy and I need to adjust it. I have a lot of pain all around my body because of lactic acid. I feel good with myself though, although not with the mirror. I sense a long road ahead full of sacrifice and I am very willing and looking forward.

I would love comments and suggestions as well. Hopefully I will upload pictures soon.

Jess