jencan’s Muscleaneous Blog

Hey all my beautiful,sculpted figure athletes! I hope everyone is blessed and all smiles. I’m updating the muscleaneous diaries again b/c I’m itching in my chair. I feel so lost now that the show is over. It was such a euphoric experience to be on stage, I never experienced anything like that. I want to be up there again but I know I must take these next 18 weeks to grow, build, eat right and rest. I am at work , my full time job right now and I’m brainstorming. Trying to think of the various other projects I could be doing to make a living , literally, feeling like LIVING. I know I’m meant to help others achieve their goals.I am not content anymore doing the "normal" 9-5 and playing the rat race. There is more out there for me, and God has been sending me signals. I’ve been through emotional cycles , but he’s always talking to me. I found a necklace with a pendant that has the Hail Mary in spanish, a prayer I’d recite every nite as a little girl. Two weeks later, I found a sterling silver ring that read "BELIEVE" on it. AMAZING! Is God giving me signals or what?! I’m putting in my part too, I’m talking to web developers, my friend who is thinking of some ideas with me. And I’m researching to see what appeals to me so I can venture off into the fitness world. Honestly, I worked very hard the first 21 years of my life, I was the nerd and I was so studious. For what? To be confined in a cubicle? There’s more to life than this… I know there is. I’ve given life so much, where is the reciprocity? I want to help people, especially my fellow Latino community. I need to show them that you don’t have to be rich/celebrity/etc. to have a great body and lead a healthy lifestyle. It’s all at our fingertips!  They just need a little push, a little education, and I’m here for them. I will give that to them. I will be the great equalizer! I’m getting chills down my spine to think of what I will do within the next year. I have been very selfish so far( figure competing is a very selfish industry)  and now it’s time to give some JenCan to the world! Stay tuned my fellow sisters/brothers in iron! For now, train hard, eat well and stay blessed.

xoxo

JenCan

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