WEAPONX THOUGHTS

I write this blog in purpose to my mission. I feel that i have been given a gift in life to fulfill a legacy and today begins the dawn of a new era. I start my contest training and dieting today, ive already packed my meals, caculated every calorie, and mentally prepped myself to become the best natural bodybuilder the stage has to offer. This time the approach will be a little different, i will come in looking fuller and more vascular, i hate it when i feel like i come in flat and vasoconstricted. I will not be happy unless i come on to the stage a freak of nature and i will do everything in my power with strength and intellegence to do so!

So im writing this blog in regard to my career. It seems that time has not yet allowed me to put forth full effort into becoming the best bodybuilder that i can be. A very dear family member of mine has been diagnosed with ovarian cancer that is no more aggressive than ever, she has been selected for experimental treatment, however, this treatment is going to take six months and she will be unable to work. My only solution is that im going to have to go find more work and put my career on hold for a little while. Its not like im going to stop lifting, i just wont be able to put full focus into bodybuilding without sacrificing muscles due to the abundent overload of activity, there will be too many calories going out and not nearly enough going in. "Sometimes we have to do what is right and give up the thing we want most even our dreams!" So collectively we should be able to help her with her bills and keep her afloat on her feet, ive never had a problem finding odd jobs even in a poor state of economy, a lot of people just dont swallow their pride and thats always a limiting factor in finding jobs!

Years and years of training have proceeded me to become my own doctor. Configuring each muscle fibers development and recovery is a vital process to become a natural bodybuilding. Understanding the nutrition principles knowing that life is no longer enjoyable, that no calorie goes without a purpose is a discipline in its self. I have been training ridiculously for the last year and a half, sustaining size with many injuries and never really knowing why. The time has come to arise a new methodology in my training criteria. I have followed principles of the legendary bodybuilders for years: Arnold, Lee Haney, Chris Dickerson, Muhammed Makkaway, but ive come to realize that there is a certain advantage to being these people. Becoming one with my mind and muscle my body has significantly increased in muscular density within a month, yet all of my lifts have decreased by 30%, the difference? I have destroyed the area of my mind that wants to be a powerlifter, and i have become a bodybuilder. From here on out, i believe that i am truly going to heighten my genetic potential. I truly believe that hyperplasia and hypertrophy will be on my side, and the drive that i have now could be plagued as insanity!

The advantage is drug use. Im not stating that I have no respect for these people because of their habits, im simply saying that i dont follow the same steps. We all know how anabolic steroids can make the human body, it can turn a 160 pound weakling into a 225 pound raging monster in a matter of a year. I have followed the path of the natural bodybuilder, thus my training has become significantly different in the last month. I highly believed in working harder, not smarter. Now the tables have turned for something a little less animalistic and moronic. I couldnt understand why my body wasnt advancing as it should be. I trained day in and day out, loathing the very sight of my weak points wondering if I was just not genetically inclined to grow in certain areas.

So the time came to sit myself down and write on paper what i believed to be my faults and my general stupidity. Knowing these people have an edge over me i had to modify principles and learn more in depth about the particular process of muscular catabolism, anabolism, and metabolism.