WEAPONX THOUGHTS

So here i write ladies and gentleman that i have attuned my training into a different matter. As before youve seen all my videos where i do feats of strength and power. While it has built me a powerful physique and attained much mass, i am now going to take matters of bodybuilding toward a different direction. I used powerful force and contraction to lift the weight before, and keep in mind that i just lifted the weight. I never really stopped to concentrate on all the muscles working i would just do it. Well in my previous 2 weeks i have switched my lifting over to a very controlled and concentrated movement pattern, and in turn i am already seeing areas beginning to shred up more so than they ever have. For the next 6 months i am going to concentrate on my new methods seeing as to what i am going to obtain by doing this. Yes i could lose some mass, yes i am inevitably going to lose weight and probably drop into the 180s, but do i care? The answer is no, to be the most ripped condensed freak i am going to have to try this and find out exactly what my genetics will let me do!

So as a natural bodybuilder, you somewhat become a body analyst as well as a scientist for yourself. In my theory for far too long i have been maliciously breaking down my legs and not really producing the results i need. The size of them is overwhelming, but now i need to fine tune. So my new approach is no different than what i do with my upper body! This time i am going to primarily focus on hamstrings and glutes and then rest for 72 hours and hit my quads, but both with calves. In essence, this is going to produce a more solid and shredded look, it would be no different than hitting chest, and then waiting to hit shoulders another day. The effects will be purely anabolic instead of catabolic! I cant wait to see what happens in the next 7 weeks!

I recently entered my first official drug free association league and i have to say that i was quite pleased with the orginization in general. The athletes were all in tremendous shape and they were all helpful and incredibly well mannered. Tiff Star’s brother John was an incredibly nice guy with an all around awesome physique. Like everything else that includes judges and subjectivity, there were a bit of politics involved. However, i would have to say this one was by far the least of all political events i have ever done, and to be honest im glad i placed second, not at the time, but where i stand now, it was the best thing for me. You see i have one of those types of personalities when i feel victory by my side, i relax. When i feel loss and struggle by my side, i fight until every ounce of blood and sweat is drained from my body. I become a machine in mindset, nothing and no one can affect what im going to do. This being said it leads me to my next point, i am going to pass on the Olympia this year. As much as i want to go and be surrounded by such a great atmosphere, i need to stay completely focused on the goal at hand. I vowed to become one of the best natural bodybuilder’s in the world, much like Jim Cordova, and i will stay on course until i reach that point. I have developed the frame of the sculpture, now its time just to chisel down the pieces into a vast array of development!

A number of people have asked how ive developed my discipline and how is it that i keep moving. To be brutally honest i have become so systematic that i believe i no longer have a choice. My mind primarily is set on improving in every single aspect and because of this i am the way that i am. I no longer fear anything pertaining to my workouts, increasing weights, doing more sets, or being home late. At this point i have become so numb that none of this matters, is this exactly healthy? More or less no it is not but it is what i have to do to succeed at this point, because if i let outside influence infect my system then all will be lost and i will no longer function the way that i do.

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What kind of society would predict that morality is completely lost in a code of ethics that is now long gone. When someone was a sports hero, not only did they represent their talents and team, but they represented themselves as a whole as a role model to those who are lost and need to find a way! Well im here to state that i am no longer going to be of any association to the NFL. Recent news being that Micheal Vick has been reinstated knowing that he brutally murdered many pitbulls of which i have 6 and couldnt imagine anyone laying a finger on them. They are like my kids and i love them with all my heart. I do not write this blog out of anger, but out of diplomacy. This sports association has now made it apparent to kids and peers alike that its ok to commit harsh crimes, because in the end you will do the time but your job will be waiting for you when you get back. These terms and conditions will echo amongst the face of morality and people will no longer have a consensus of what is right, and what is wrong, because this association no longer cares, it only cares about the green!

I have often pondered as i gazed into the stars night to night as to what my purpose is in life? Ive sat and inhaled the cool crisp air, feeling the soft sensation of the nights breeze upon my face and letting the nights eye stare down upon me! I knew deep in my soul that i had a place here, that my presence would soon be detected! When i decided to become a part time waiter at this resort i work at i had the intentions and positive energy to remain there as something more. Well destiny, karma, whatever it may be finally seemed to be on my side for the better! I had my final meeting today with the Golf Resort that i work at and ive been handed over the fitness club as head of the department. I can basically do whatever i wish there as far as anything goes! Its going to be an adjustment and unfortunately there are going to be some people along the way that im going to have to direct into another path, but i know its for the better of my life, and for the future of my family! This will allow me to be at home more and actually get to spend some time with my family instead of being a slave to my bills which i absolutely and utterly hate! Ive taken my hits from life but they have only made me a stronger person and because of it i have attained an iron will, one that can never be undone again!

As ive stated recently in one of my blogs, it seems that everytime i begin to truly reach my potential life always tries to defeat what im doing, my purpose. Well this blog is stating to life that im not backing down this time, im not giving up and i refused to be chained to the earth. Credit cards are maxed, money is tight, but my family and i stay strong, we have each other and that is what we need to continue forth through all of these obstacles of insanity! So many deaths have occured in the last couple of years on both sides of the family, tragic news, trying times, but i will not stop! So keep trying life, throw another obstacle in my way because i will break through whatever wall you decide to put up against me, i will smash every enemy you throw in my way! I cannot and will not be defeated!

As ive stated recently that my grandfather was going to pass soon, well he did so last night around 11:00 pm! I was going to call him first thing in the morning just to tell him that i treasured everything that he did for my sister and i, but that moment is gone. I know that his suffering has ended and i know that his soul is relinquished from the pain of mortality. My only hope is that he passed with the knowledge that there was a lot of us who deeply cared for hiim and that his wife whom we take care of now, still loves him deeply. This is not the most joyful blog anyone can read on a sunday, but its unfortunately the thought process that is being summoned in my mind. Today is leg day and the celebration of my anniversary, so i know Grandpa would still want me to do these things without a second thought!

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So here we are again as you sit amongst your fellow bodybuilders, figure competitors, and fitness athletes alike! As we all know when we are in season or when we are training for certain events we find ourselves completely focused with the tasks on hand. I unfortunately, take my seriousness to a little too much of the extreme! I feel like im on a mission and nothing, not family, not friends, not enemies will extract me from that mission. Somewhere along the lines of my lifes ambitions and work im going to have to find some balance. I really have to reach within myself to understand that not everything in the world revolves around my mission sometimes, or does it! Is it wrong to take this to serious, or is it right that i want to be the best i can become. I remember shortly last year, 2 weeks before my Texas show my grandfather had passed. There was a side of me that wanted to be sad and mourn for his loss because i loved him very much, but there was the other side of me that told me i couldnt be weak right now, your grandfather wouldnt of wanted that to happen. So i traveled to his mourning and i found that i emotionally blocked myself until the time of the competition was over and then it hit me like a ton of bricks, one year before that it was the same instance with my mentor Clint. Then this year in about a projected 3 days my other grandfather is going to pass, and this time i dont know what is going to happen. All i know is that death is a natural part of life and as much as we want our loved ones to stay around we cant even imagine the suffering they endure while they are alive. So serious it may not even be, but perhaps understanding. Ive been dealing with death and family sickness now for the last 3 years and honestly it seems like forever!