Day 41 of 84 wow almost half way Crazy for sure how fast time flies. I have my new containers I think they will be yummy going to test them out today LOL. Hopefully if my day goes as planned I will have a long run this morning and Boot Camp tonight.

I am very stressed out today. It is taking everything I have not to give into that little voice that says who cares but, I do care it's just some people out there. Mainly X's who can't even be bothered to support their kids and I am getting farther and farther into debt cause he couldn't be bothered. I wish sometimes that the money fairy did exist and maybe if I prayed hard enough he would come and give me a visit for a change. It would be even better if certain X's would realize that it's not free to raise kids and maybe get the hint to help out financially so I don't have to work so much. I'm tired and stressed and well to the end of my rope right now just clinging. Have no idea where I will even find any money I guess **** isn't getting paid.