What a difference a month makes!
Just when you think you’ve got a handle on things, life grabs you by the neck and throws you to the ground. Never thought I’d be single again, but now here I am. Wow, this sucks. Well, the one good thing about being dumped over the holidays is that I had no appetite, so instead of gaining a few holiday pounds, I lost about 5. I’m planning on training and dieting as if i’m going to compete, but as of now I dont intend to. I just dont have the finances to put towards competing (supplements, suits, fees, memberships, travel), and apparently I’m no good at fundraising or soliciting sponsors.
Anyhow, as sad as I am to be single again, its a new year and life could always be worse. TIme to be selfish and work on me.
January 7, 2008 at 7:45 am
Keep your head up, life will continue.
January 13, 2008 at 3:33 am
When one door closes, another opens. I remember when my ex broke up with me, i too lost my appetite. My training was more intense (mostly due to my anger) and i focused more on work, cause if i didn’t, i would have been a wreck. I say this to say that for the next few months, the gym will be your best friend. It sucks when you lose your boy/girl friend, but on the flip side, you know the gym will never turn away. This time will pass. just take it one day at time. Take care