hurdlegirl’s BodyBlog

This will be short. I’m in a very moody phase right now that comes from not eating (at least not what would be considered normal), drinking & getting rid of tons of water, and self doubt of "did i do enough?, could i have been more disciplined?" etc. I know now is not the time to be second guessing myself, especially since i have another show in 2 weeks.

I think I’m also down about the fact that my figure coach told me he can’t make it to my show, so as of now I have no help backstage. I’m waiting to hear back from one of my girlfriends to see if she’ll be able to be my sidekick for the day. Oh and my car thats been in the shop for 2months since my accident is supposed to be ready tomorrow….only hours before I have to get on the road for the show. Almost every dollar I have has gone into this show & my car. What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger. These "problems" are so meaningless in the grand scheme of things and I have a lot to be thankful for.

As for my body…the way I actually feel. I dunno. I hope its all the hydrating that I’m doing thats making me feel soft. My suit finally arrived last friday, and it looks good. Hopefully by my 2nd or 3rd show I’ll do it justice.

The Sunday photoshoot went very well. That same photographer will be at my show on saturday in Buffalo. At that point I will finally get a CD of all my photos. I did get some prints from the first shoot, but I need digital copies.

Anyhow, wish me luck!

Just over a week from the Buffalo competition. I don’t feel as "tight" or lean as I’d like, but it could just be nerves. I dont expect to be at my peak for this first show but I do wanna make a really good impression on the judges etc. I went tanning today and it felt great. Sunshine isn’t exactly abudant in Syracuse NY so sometimes the fake stuff is a good substitute. I would have loved to go for a massage as well, but money is a huge issue right now. According to my suit designer (and USPS) my suit it en route. It should have been here 3 weeks ago but thats another story.

Training is continuing to go well. I like the developments I’m seeing in my legs. I’ve been doing 4-5 sets of 15-20 reps for most exercises. I’ve also been doing a lot more cable work for my hamstrings & glutes. Tomorrow I meet with my figure coach for some posing and some intruction on my preparation during the final week. 

After another cancellation last weekend, I’m schedule for a photoshoot this sunday. I really need to get some promo materials ordered and my new website up & running. I posted myself on ebay for some sponsorships. We’ll see if anything comes of that.

Two weeks to go! The nerves are building but so is the excitement! My figure coach thinks I’m on pace so I feel good but not over confindent. This has been a slow week at work with most of our student-athletes away on spring break. So, it has given my some extra time to work on some things and spend a little more time on my diet. I have at least 4 family members that are coming to see me at the show, so that has given me some added motivation.

My photoshoot was post-poned last weekend to this week, so I have that to look forward to on Sunday. I’m excited to see the cd of all my photos and finally get some promo material put together, as well as my website. I’m anxious about approaching buisnesses for support, but I’ll get over it. It needs be done because my car accident has created a financial issue for me.

Training is going very well. The weather was very mild this week so I was able to do a couple runs outside, and it felt great. My legs are really leaning out so I’m gonna keep doing the extra glute/hamstring stuff I’ve been doing each day.

Well, thats it for now! I’ll be posting some new photos shortly  

WOW…..3 weeks to go! Nervous?, yes, but I’m also excited. It gets a little easier the closer it gets because the "finish line" is within site….almost. I still have some fine tuning to do, but I have noticed improvements in the glut area. I’m about to meet with my coach, so perhaps I’ll be writing another blog soon after this based on his comments :/   I’ve decided not to travel with any of my teams for the time remaining until my first show. I was origionally supposed to be in florida for the next 10 days with the softball team, but that might have destroyed my diet/training regime. Speaking of travel, last week wasnt too bad. If it wasnt for the missed return flight and staying up all night and eating rest stop food, it would have been a pretty sucessful weekend diet-wise.

My suit was to arrive this week. Still waiting…..

Not sure what I’ll be adding to my training this week…perhaps an evening cardio session for the final 2-3 weeks. Since my car wreck I’ve had to leave work when my coworkers do so that I can get a ride home, but I might be getting my car back next week (pending my paycheck amount).