I would have went for the money.. I am going for the money, I enjoy nice things. But deep down knowing the sobering reality that I will wake up one day wondering where my life went and why I spent so many pointless hours behind my computer at my desk rather then out living it, (yes pretty average day at work today.....)

Neither. I plan to look back knowing I lived with Purpose. I want to look back and know that I invested myself in relationships, and serving others. I can't take money or an awesome ripped muscular physique with me, nor great 'experiences' or whatever with me. Although those are good things. When I kick, there will be only 2 things that matter: 1) Do I know where I'm going next? (Yep, my eternal destiny is assured, and that's the single most important thing),.....and 2) Do I have good relationships with my wife, kiddos, family and friends?.....
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Sorry about the changes you're facing, if I'm reading that right. :-/

No money. I live that way anyway. Money seems like something other people want. Love, love making, kissing, hugs, attention are all free. I work at being an observer here. I did not place myself in this life and I will leave when "requested" to do so. It was/is not my life to give or take so I just see where the ride goes. Otherwise I end up being a hedonistic megalomaniac. Wants and desires lead to failings because we are looking for something instead of experiencing what is right in front of us.

I don't want think that hard, so I'm moving to the next blog....have a great one PS.

I don't have any so I'm not sure. I do know I don't want to have to rely on my children for finances when I'm old, but you can't take it with you...you know??

Youre right, most would choose the money. People living passionate lives are the ones we admire but when push comes to shove, it's down to cash. Its what we are programmed to do. Your programming seems different, a few crossed wires and I mean that in a good way. Dont change, we need people like you to inspire thinking outside the cash box. I'm off to work.

I'd like to think I've got more of a balancing act going on -- enough $$ to live on, but staying close to the hugs and kisses and things I'm passionate about -- hey, a little more moolah never hurt anyone, but I don't live my life looking for the next buck, make sense? NOW, if I can only get something I'm passionate about make money for me??? hmm . . . .

i second that last comment, enough cash to live life to support ones needs. The second is important as with out passion there really is not much purpose. Passion comes in many forms though, be it through a good support system, wonderful friends and family, but the most important one is a soul mate. That is a tough one to find. So if you find one that fits and works than that is the one you keep. That only you know, who that is and how they make you feel. When you have that you fight to keep it. Enjoy your day, xo

some very wise comments here lavona,as you know from my point of view,so long as i have a pot to piss in i am happy!
in my own experience i miss passion more than i miss money....but,it all depends on your won life situation how you go you know...

freedom is not free...take the hit, keep your pride and focus on your passions...you sound very capable of making the dough AND having passion AND having freedom...its all out there for you!

kiss $$$ goodbye :)