My biggest challenge now!
Tuesday, August 26th, 2008Hey Y’all.
Thank you for all your support with my issue coming out~you are wonderful!
So I wanted to share my issues that i am facing now. I keep playing mental games with agents, photographers and publishers on what they want to see…..less muscle, more muscle, skinner, more meat…..the list goes on and on!
It is really hard to not take it personally and just figure that when the right job comes along, I will be perfect! So with each email that comes in, in mind head I think, " put down the chicken breast and starve yourself, to get the shoot!". But that is not me. I will not be a stick. I am a curvy and hopefully muscular chick, and if I am not right for the shoot then that is that.
I think keeping to who I am is the hardest part of people starting to know my name! All of the sudden, others want me to live by their standards but that is not me! I love to lift weights, and live a certain way–that’s just me. Sorry I have rambled. Just trying to release all the negative engery coming in:-)
kisses,
Mia McKinley






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