gymrat0226’s BodyBlog

So I know I need to take control of my diet.  I’m a creature of habit and when things aren’t going as scheduled neither is my diet.  I’m not going to blame anyone (ahemmmm….my husband….lol) it’s just the way I am.  I don’t watch TV because I get bored and I snack.  If I do watch a movie I have to cross-stitch (yes, I cross-stitch but don’t tell anyone) to keep me occupied.  I get bored very easily and can’t sit still for 5 minutes.

I’m going to try my best and stay on track or pretty close to it.  I’m not sure if it’s because I’m adjusting to this 550 calorie a day deficit, stress or a combination of both.  Dee tells me I should write everything I eat on bodyspace, even my cheat food, so I’m accountable for what I eat.  The main reason I don’t publish what I eat is because I really don’t have the time and I feel like I’m doing it twice.  I already enter my diet on calorieking.com and I’m not ready to tell everyone how much I really cheat.
Another thing I do that I’m probably going to get in trouble for is take carb blockers when I cheat.  Now I don’t know if these really work but it makes me feel a little less guilty.  I don’t take them when I eat healthy, they’re only for cheating.  I just bought them last week so I’m not sure if they’ll have any effect.  I’m one of the people who buy into all these weight loss gimics (fat burners, carb blockers, fiber, creams, wraps, etc).  Desperate times you know.  It’s like being a crack addict.  You’ll do anything to stop bad food from being absorbed in your body and anything that’ll get rid of fat whether it’s a pill, cream or wrap.

So that’s my confession for the week.

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