So this is the first one
Ok so… I’m not really a "blogger" so to speak but I am a writer(of poetry,lyrics,songs blah blah) Anyway, I feel this is an important journey that I’m finally making after 10 something years. I’m sure like a loft of you on this site, where really unaware of how far we had actually strayed from our "healthy" youthful bodies from when we were in grade school. There was a time I was thin and right with the rest of the pack as far as being skinny and full of energy. I loved playing outside and whatnot, Somewhere between the anxiety of fitting in, with the rest of my buddies, I lost myself, and so once I got older(high school era) I started to reflect on my life, and there I was unhealthy, never feeling like I was the "fat kid" but when I went to the beach I couldn’t take off my shirt. But still whenever I looked in the mirror I still saw a skinny (not so big) guy. Why was everyone calling me chunky, big, husky…, cant you guys see what I see…? I’m athletic, I’m not that big right…? I was always so confident, the guy who gives the advice about how to talk to women or what to do if your on a date or the "what she meant was guy" who could rarely find a girl on his own, and wonder’s why? Well upon finding this site all that will change. I went to college, got out of the whole binge drinking thing, and back really getting into sports again. I’ve been reading and asking questions to get me to the knowledge I have now about true "fitness" and am ready to shed not only weight but really my entire past of just not being where I want to be, not for anyone else, not to fit in, but for me. So I’m writing this to let people know and keep track of my progress, because its more to alot of people out there than getting a nice body, its getting a new life (in a way) till next time later…
