getmesweaty’s BodyBlog

i usually blog when i am cranky or emotional..so i thought i would take a minute while actually in a calm yet happy mood to just write a quick update and to send some major thank yous out..

guess what?? i am on day 4 of my new diet/meal plan/clean eating lifestyle change program..and i am just shocked that i have made it this far..i am seeing a side of myself i have yet to find before this week..a determined, focused jackie..a jackie that i actually really like!!

the friends i have made through bb have gotten me to this place..yes it may be too early to be excited after less than a week of focus..but for me this is HUGE progress..so THANK YOU to my real friends on here..you know who you are..my friends that write me even when i am cranky..my friends that go days and weeks without returned messages from me because i am too overwhelmed to write everyone back..my friends that r the bb rockstars that get pulled in so many directions and r so busy with their own training and competitions and yet still find time to write me..my friends in the military that without u i wouldnt be living in a safe enough world to even think about personal happiness (let alone my wanton desires)..my friends that tell me just a few words or pics from me give them pep and motivation when they r struggling to get back on track..but most of all those of u that believe in me even when i have given myself a million excuses and reasons not to believe in myself..u have all gotten me to this happy place..so thank u for being here for me!!

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