getmesweaty’s BodyBlog

Well..since i started bb a few months ago, i know i became totally addicted to this site..meeting new friends..getting great advice and motivation from everyone..and of course watching everyone’s progress..yes, yes, yes and even occassionally flirting!!

A few weeks ago, I finally decided i needed to step back and see how i would function without bb in my life.  So i planned a one week break..no peeking or sneaking on, just see if i could handle it..and i made it..actually made it 2 weeks.  BB had become a big part of my life, so it was very hard at first not being around here..but now that i am back, i almost feel like i dont belong again..so it is really weird.

I did learn a few things about myself..with the 2 weeks off bb..i totally focused more on work and "real life" friends and obligations..really tried to get myself caught up in areas i would slack in while being on the computer.  Except, and this is a biggie..in my diet and exercise department.  When i first took the break from bb, i had already started slacking on the diet, but my workouts were still very strong..but now..i have even slipped in the gym.  And I am not happy with myself for it, yet still dont have the focus to get back where i use to be!!

So..I am struggling..what do i do..stay away to keep more mental focus at work and not feel so "attached" to this site..but not be as focused in the gym..or get back here, get the motivation but deal with the possible pull away from the other important things in my life…uuugghh..my head is still spinning with this!!

Thank you so much to those of you that can understand where i am, and especially those of u that have reached out to check on me through here or email while i was gone, even with only getting delayed responses from me.  It is kinda interesting seeing who even noticed i was gone..