Crazy Ass “White” Boy

Ok, I know people on here talk about what they do when they go to the gym…..but my times at the gym have been few and far between.  But lately I’ve been more lonely then anything else.  I know that guys my age are looking for girls that they can take home for one night and then kick out the door the next morning, but I’m looking for the girl that I can live with, be comfortable around and spend the rest of my life with…..the only thing is, you don’t want to be looking for this type of girl when you’re where I am, in Iraq.  I mean, lately I can’t even find a girl to casually have sex with on a day to day basis.

 Why is this bothering me soo much now, at this point in time when I’m deployed??

I’ve been working night shift since I’ve gotten to Iraq,  and unfortunately though it’s been a benefit it’s been a pain trying to get motivated enough to go to the gym everyday.  I know that lifting everyday is a bad thing, and I don’t.  But I still find it hard sometimes to just go to the gym period…….