Week 6 or so right?
So I’m seeing some awesome progress. People are all saying, "Wow, you’ve lost weight!" or "You are looking good." I just took 3 suits in to get altered. My friend said to me, "I can feel your pecs and abs starting to pop out." (don’t ask how he found out! 
So we’ll see where this goes. I feel stronger. I feel energized. I find myself looking forward to my workout so much. It’s the highlight of my day. I long to be in the gym. I enjoy seeing my muscles come out from behind the fat. I am becoming a poster child for BSN.
Some of the things I am struggling with are stretch marks. I am so sad about how marked up my abs are. I am getting frustrated with the scale. So I am not weighing except once a week. I am using "bulking" supplements. But that’s what I want to do. I figure it’s easier when my body has fat to make muscle. And taking off the fat will be easier. I look forward to the gym so much I can’t wait to get done with work. (That’s a bit worrysome for me). But it’s all good. I feel better about myself and look at the people on BB.com and think, those people are just like me. A few steps further. Some not as far. I’m getting there. Can’t wait to see my progress on Saturday. See if I lost weight. I’ll be very sad if I haven’t, but I can’t argue with the physical changes. So even if I haven’t lost weight, I know I’ve gained a week on weights and gotten stronger.
