Diva’s World!

Ladies HELP…I am craving everything right now. Brownies, ice cream, Kit Kat you name it! I haven’t given in cause I am afraid I will overdo it.. I was doing just fine until SHE came..you know her, that irritating helfa that stops by every month. It’s hard to workout when you are thinking about frickin’ Cold Stones..lol Oh I am thinking if I pray hard enough my Muscle Milk shake will taste like ice cream to me. It’s actually delicious… yet not doing it for me today. Do you guys have any tricks to help the craving and the inhumane bloating??

Sorry I needed to rant and rave for a minute but I am very proud of myself today…my job is the worst place for a fitness minded person. I can count on one hand the people I see actually eating healthy. One lady was eating a salad but it was covered in Thousand Island Creamy dressing..yuck! I am new there so people have already labeled me the health freak..and not in a complimenting way but that’s fine…I’ll be that. Oh yeah apparently I have the cooties too because gasp I LOVE to work out early in the morning before work and a little bit afterwards too… What’s sad is before I was ready to get back into shape and take back my health and body..I thought the same way too! Shame on me..

My focus is so sharp, my determination is strong, and everyday it gets easier and easier to stay on track (sans my emotional fight today), I picked up my NO Xplode today and tommorrow morning I will be using it for the first time. I hope it works for me the way everyone else says it works for them. I’ve been jogging in the morning to increase my endurance and just to mix it up cardio wise. I start Muay Thai training in 2 weeks so I am looking forward to that..a new way to challenge myself I guess that is why I struggled so much before.. I got bored!

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