fit_in_idaho’s BodyBlog

I have finals last week and this week. I am going nuts and am so burned out. The stress is killing me. I went to the gym for a little while this morning, but only did 10 min of cardio and my planks and smith machine lunges. I was exhausted and hungry. I told myself I would go back tonight after I took one of my tests. Now it is 9pm and have no desire to go to the gym. I am so bummed, because I studdied for my math test and was prepared. I knew the formulas and how to graph points. I was as prepared as I could be, but then I get handed the test and went blank. I just sat there staring at the test for 5 mins or more. I panicked and all of a sudden had horrible anxiety and I know i did terrible.

It is so depressing, because I have to do well in that class (in all my classes) to go to the next math class and to get my financial aid for next semester. So now I have my biology class to study for and am having the worst time focusing.

I went in to see my trainer and get new measurements. I was hoping that, with the weight I lost and difference I see in the pictures I took recently, I had done well.  I am bummed that I did not do as well as I hoped. I lost 7lbs, but only 0.60% of bodyfat. I was hoping to have done better.  It is still good, but just a little dissapointing.

I am more determined to make bigger and better changes from here on out. I have finals this week and next week and then a month off from school. I am going to spend as much time as possible in the gym working out and search for new nutrition ideas, so I can hit my goal.