Show coming up!
Ahh where to begin? Its been awhile since my last post, and things have been hectic! Between school finishing up and this show coming up at the end of the month i dont know what to do with myself and how to manage my training time and study time between work and everything else! To tell you all the truth I am scared, just like with anything else the first time you do something its scary. I just feel like there are fifty different things I need to do in order to make a good showing at the monster mash and none of them are getting done. Although I am a true believer in working hard and things will fall into place, Ive never done this before and its hard! First, I over shot my diet and target weight by about four weeks so I had to diet back up ten pounds NOW two weeks out I feel like Im looking bloated and too full. My mind is racing and I cant seem to slow it down much like this blog entry! The only thing that is keeping me sane is the fact that this is something I love! lifting, competing, putting myself out there! these are all things that I want to do and things that I will do again no matter the out come. My mindset has not changed in the slightest, I will still be a pro by 2011, I still want to be on stage at jr. nationals in 09′, these are all just stepping stone problems and jitters! I just want to thank everyone reading this and sending words of encouragement because all of those things help with this journey that I set out on and stage one is gonna be complete in two weeks! wish me luck and keep in touch, I will try to get some photos up from this week, one week out, and me on stage, Ill keep you all updated! thanks, ian
