Final Countdown
Well, last few days….feeling good. I am pleased with the way I am looking and feel like I’m a bit bigger than my show in March, but I’m only a few pounds heavier. One place I think I have improved is in my posing. I am convinced, that the more you do it, and see it being done, the better you get. The posing just feels a lot more natural this time. I still don’t like the evening show part…I am not very artistic and don’t feel like my presentation is as exciting as I would like. However, I feel that my routine for this show is far superior to the one in March….music is a ton better and it’s pace and beat allow for better transitions between poses. I need to develop (or steal) a few more poses that look good with my body that aren’t run of the mill stuff. Unfortuately, my balance sucks and I won’t be doing any kneeling ar squating type poses….the last thing I need to do is fall over on stage. I am starting to get the butterflies; funny part is, that’s what I like. I like the anticipation the most, thinking and dreaming of glory. Anyway, I’m off to my last tanning bed appointment before the show (wish I was this dark all year long….I am a redhead, so compared to most, I’m still not that dark). Later
