Update
Only 6 days left till the wedding… still a size 9 *sigh* I hate that size but it’s my own fault for not putting enough effort out there.
Part of me feels I’m making up excuses, part of me feels I have ligitimate reasoning for lack of "effort"… My life seriously feels like work>eat>sleep>repeat… I just don’t feel up to working out with this kind of schedule. The little bit of online time is my only "break"… and without this I think I’d crack. lol
I need to tone though. It’s the only way I’ll get down in size. Being a girl and a szie 9… NOT good. Maybe i’ll use my agravation for motivation to "slim down" the rest the way. I hope…
