So slow…
To put it bluntly: Losing fast in the begining and slower near the end, sucks. I know it’s "healthy" to lose only a couple pounds a week (2-3 tops, I think)… but it just is very agravating too. By this point I want to be done with it already, I wish it would go the opposite way, like slow begging and quicker ending.
I’ve set my personal goal to lose 3 pounds a week and I am right on target… i just hate how in the begining i was losing like 7 - 10 pounds a week. (i was HUGE! remember people i lost over 100 lbs so at the time it was not unhealthy for me to do). So just in comparison naturally I’m being over impatient.
Also… I need to be stricter in diet and working out but can’t bring myself to do so. One of those situations where i know what i *should* be doing, but can never "stick" to it. I know I should be all lean protein and less fat/sugar… well cutting out fat for me is remarkably easy. I actually don’t care about fat anymore. I realised sugar is my new weakness.
I never used to care about sugar in my early days, i was all about fats and carbs. But I have been noticing it’s near imposible for me to find beverages with no sugar and no chemicals. Everything is either loaded with sugar, checmicals, or sodium. Except the almighty WATER…. which makes me sick. (i’ve tried EVERYTHING, taking little sips alllll day for over a month(s) at a time, drinking it cold, drinking it warm, drinking tap, drinking bottle, distilled/spring etc…. yada yada, always makes ME sick).
I’ve never tried energy drinks… considering i lost this weight by avoiding chemicals and energy drinks represent the epitome of what caused me to gain all the weight i did to begin with (since to me they are nothing but chemicals in a can)… i tend to rather avoid them. I should post a question about this where I might actually get an answer…
In any case, slow and steady is the best way to go, I just need to ride this out till the end …where ever the end may be.
