Overcoming Obeasity

Just got back and already I have to go. Baically long story short, after all the hassel and hussel n’ bussel… amongst "other issues"… I’m going from one hell to the next. I’ll be going "home"…

 And, there is no internet access there so, I’m on hiatus from the internet, NOT from reaching my fitness goals!!! So, let us all hope I come back in better shape than I’m in now… in fact if anything, I’m actually hoping to even put more focus into my work outs and exercise routines since… I’ll have nothing better to do. AND, i "should" have a little "just to get by" job lined up for me when i get back, so I can finally save up and get some home gym equitment. A good friend of my dads wife says he has a BoFlex home gym he doesn’t use anymore and might be willing to GIVE it away! … I don’t know much about what all is the best to have in a home gym but i have NOTHING right now so, I think just about anything will be a good start. I also plan on using job money to save up and get at least 3 other things like Stationary Bike, Treadmill and especially an Eliptical Machine,, because I’ve been wanting one of those for a while. I’m thinking maybe look at like flea markets/garage sales… or even do Craigslist or that FreeCycle place so I could get the stuff for free (as long as it’s not broken stuff of course).

 So… that’s all for now. I’ll try to find ways to keep posting… if anything for my own sanity and to of course make sure i keep myself on track. Well… take care everyone and good luck either reaching or maintaining all your fitness goals!

Haven’t written a post in a while, not much to really say. Things have been stressful and tensions have been building but, that’s nothing new. I’ve been having trouble fully sticking to weight loss n’ fitness but, life get’s in the way of everything.

 In any case I definitely didn’t quit by ANY means! Still plugging away and still working at it, weight loss is slow but least it’s steady. Finally begining to see a very tiny bit of difference. At least everyone else who’s seen me has mentioned I look better, so that’s always something.

 More over i need to get out of being in an indecisive slump. After having a bad experience in what i had always thought was going to be my "passion for life"… I’m having a way hard time picking a new career path. Art used to be my whole life and then things changed (for various reasons but thats beside the point)… i was completely interested in that whole feild and then over time and through various sircumstances i lost nearly ALL interest in it and want nothing to do with it. (not as a career anyway, maybe i’ll get back to it on my own time someday).

 Nothing else really interests me at all and if the thing i loved most didn’t keep my interest, it makes me wonder what chance I have going into something i only will "kind of like" (meaning something i’ll prolly just do "for the money" and just to say "i’m working") Just turned 24, i know it doesn’t seem old, but it is LATE to be just starting down a new path. I don’t want to waste my time in a "dead end job" when i SHOULD be working… towards a real goal. But i have NO clue what i want to get into at all. My interests are all over the board and narrowing it down feels impossible.

Sorry for the rant just giving some background on my lack of fitness oriented efforts. Also should add I am still moving, still dunno when still dunno where, cuz I still can’t get any solid info or answers (like how much we have to spend, where exactly we can go etc.) Just lots of nonsense all around. BUT, doesn’t mean I quit or plan to (not by a long shot!). So that’s pretty much it. I’ll try to keep updating but for now, more time is being spent on other life changing events.