Semi-Off-Topic…
Endless drama…
So, last Thursday till now just have not been good for me in general (no surprise lately). Totally my fault for eating at a fast food place. I hate how my roomies are anit-healthy… but i can’t blame them for MY mistakes. So 3 fries and a 3/4 a burger did me in for like 2 days of misery. This weekend, I was taken home for the holiday and my mother made burgers… she accidentally undercooked them… so that REALLY took a toll on me. I’m still feeling dreadful… i hate being such a drama queen and yet I’m going to rant a bit more…
As some of you may know, there has been "talks" of moving off and on with my roomies and I. Well when i got back I was informed we have 30 days to be packed up and moved out… kind of expected but a very difficult task. I have to CHOOSE which friend to go with… one I get along with and is going to a place I wouldn’t mind going (Boston, it HAS a winter! an i LOVE the cold!)… there other choice is California… I’m not a fan of the state, least not the parts I’ve been to or heard of… (it’s mostly dessert and always warm weather). Also the friend going there I don’t get along with "as" well.
Sounds easy, go with the friend i get along with better to the place I rather go to… BUT, the friend going to CA has been VERY good to me and my other friend in the sense that she took us in when we had no where else to go… so I would feel awful not going along with her… it’d be like ditching her after all she has done—
Decisions decisions… Back ON topic, as for work out/diet etc— my birthday/the wedding thing and so on is coming up in 2 weeks soooo— time does not stand still. So I’m going to hope keeping on track in that sense will help keep me level headed and such about making decisions and such but… we’ll see.
