Way off Track…
Been a good while since i wrote here so this is a long over due update, where to start?
A good few days ago (maybe Friday?) I really have no idea why, but I really did so poorly. I think the only thing i did that day was my usual workout… otherwise it was all down hill. And then, this weekend itself was Mothers day so I was off to a bad weekend and I guess, for whatever reason I figured "might as well get it out of the system"…
I guess I didn’t do completely terrible but… just the fact I wasn’t 100% really puts a damer on everything. Especially goal-wise. I actually haven’t gotten a chance to "weigh-in" yet… not looking forward to that either since all it will tell me is "look what you did, you now have to re-organise all your goals since now they are unrealistic and too far out of reach"…ha, yes over dramatic, oh well.
Of course it’s good I want to get back track… just annoying in the sense i really did go so long not going off at all and then this past weekend I just really was so lazy and uncaring. All the more reason to really push myself harder now and all but… oh well. That’s all that a person can do. Get back on track and push harder.
The way I see it, I posted before saying every 3 weeks I will post a progress picture. So… last one I posted was on May 3rd. That means I have exactly one full week and 4 days left to work my ass off and get myself in more decent shape so I don’t look bad in that "progress" shot.
Either way, it will be motivational. If I don’t look as good as I’d have liked, it will be more reason to work harder so that the next shot WILL be better. And of course if I look ok, that will equally be reason to CONTINUE to stay on track and do more to keep looking better and acheiving goals.
So that’s where I’m at right now… not where I want to be at all, but not giving up by any means either. It’s possible to get where i want to be, it’s just up to ME to get myself there!
