fekisha123’s BodyBlog

I am training to do competitions in the future. I am working hard on my diet but I am naturally thick so it takes a while. I am tired of people saying I am crazy for doing this. People always said negative things about something they know nothing about. People want the easy way out. Fast food, etc. Sure I get tired at times but I look at my progress and I want to continue. I wish I had more people in my life that would support me and not tear me down. I am very active in the community so food is in my face all of the time. I have good down south cooking in my face all day everyday. I just need to stay focused and my willpower comes into play everyday. Cheating for me now consists of extra oatmeal and peanut butter lol. I am trying to hang in there but the road has been a lonely one to travel. If I said hey lets go eat out and get drunk I will have a gang of peeps with me. If I say lets go to the gym and eat healthy people are like I dont think so. My friends dont have to do like me but do not shoot me down for it. I do not shoot people who choose unhealthy lifestyles down. I know how it is to be unhealthy and its a easy life. You eat what u want when u want and no exercise. You also have a big ass and cellulite. I want to be small so I will put in work. I had to get this off my chest. Usually I dont bitch like this maybe its the low carbs. I dont know.