Well its been a while again since I last posted…
… I’ve had a bit of a break with the girl. It’s been affecting me for sure in all aspects. I’m not going to lie, I am a bit depressed about it. I’m starting to break out of my funk. Her and I are on a break but I’m still not sure if its for good yet. She’s asked me not to go to Puerto Rico with her any more. Great. So there goes my goal for being fit. I’m better off not going anyhow. I would be missing my cousin’s wedding. This is my Godmother’s daughter Rachael. Further more, my godmother’s son, my cousin Chris, Rachael’s older brother, is probably the best friend I had all growing up and we are still pretty close. I don’t want to let any of them down. Those are the people I should really be focusing on in my life anyhow. Reguardless my new goal will not be looking good at the beach… but looking good for the wedding!!! Weddings are probably the only time ever where I like to dance. So yeah buddy I’m going to look good doing it! I am down on average 7 pounds since January depending on what scale I go by. So I am very stoked with my progress. Lately I seemed to have a lot of pent up energy when I’m in the gym. I have to turn my focus back onto myself… my body, my career, my finances, and my education… everything else will fall in line after I take care of those things. Nobody I know, knows that I have started this blog. I haven’t shown it to anybody. So if you’re reading it, and I do or I don’t know you, you’re getting an insite of me that no one else is… feel free to comment. This is the closest thing I’ve ever had to a diary. I’m almost ready, almost to the point where I might put a link on my AIM to my bodyspace.
Enough of the BS.
I’m disapointed that my arm size has been going down slightly. Though I should realize with the type of workouts that I am doing I might lose some size. I am trying to lean out. My goal is to be 185 by the end of Feburary. I am going to keep hitting the gym hard. I’ve done well so far. I did miss a week when I started my new semester which also happend to be the week after my girl and I went on the break. Took a week of worthless and stupid self pity… never again. I’ve noticed it in my face that I am losing BF%. That I am definitely stoked about.
Winter hasn’t been that great. There hasn’t been a lot of snow. The Sabres also haven’t had that great of season. I’m generally frustrated. I’ll manage.
