eza_eza_eza’s BodyBlog

So… Im fairly recently single, finally able to do anything I want, whenever I want, have a huge new outlook on fitness and how I want my body to look… I had my first airforce interview last friday, didnt quite get what I was after there, but im still going strong. trying to work out 6days a week, its a little bit hard with my job at the moment, but I finish there tomorrow. So ill have all the time in the world to workout which im so excited about!

I have never been much of a runner and I used to struggle to run for 5mins.. but I ate clean almost all week (2 little cheat snacks) and I could run for over 15 mins without even thinking of stopping(pretty good for me!). this has showed me even more then the physical positives to eating healthy it gave me a sense of achievement! It makes me want to keep going, why eat the crap if its going to slow me down? yeah some of it tastes good, but its not as good as that feeling i had when i finished my 30min cardio session knowing id run over half of it!

So my life is going in a totally new direction, im taking some of the biggest steps ive ever taken in my life and im so excited yet scared at the same time… But I have such a positive out look lately and i cant wait for my next run!

so its winter here! and its so cold in the mornings im struggling to get up and go for a run! finding it really hard! also winter is comfort food time! so im trying to just have hot soups and stuff, rather then trhe nice fatty comfort food that comes with winter.

i have my aptitude test for the air force on the 18th of this month, im so nervous. and i know im going to have to pick a date for my fitness test. which is worrying me because i dont feel fit enough, especially with my running! i have had a few people put me down regarding the air force asking if id actually be able to do it.. and that just makes me want to try harder! i want to prove them wrong! 

so im just trying to tell myself stop being a pussy and get up! but im going to try and get to bed earlier this week and see how i go! get everything ready so i have no excuses when i wake up.. we’ll see how it goes!!