blabbing….
When you come to accept reality, it can be an envigorating thing, or a depressing thing. Accepting reality is different from Settling for Something. When you understand that there are some things you cannot change, this can take personal strain and stress away from you. But at the same time, this takes a bit of ambition away from you. I remember an article i read a long time ago. The woman who was being interviewed said something along the lines of "No matter what you do, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be prettier, someone will always be more likeable….Instead of worry about your ’competitor’ be the best you personally can." I remember that. I admit that i do care too much about other peoples opinion of me. I worry a lot about how i compare next to other people. Especially other women. I am fairly happy with myself, but I guess there is a part of my self esteem that is low. I try to think of that quote when i find myself feeling down, but sometimes it doesnt help. When my husband talks to women whether it be out somewhere or online, i always find myself thinking about how i compare with her. I dont know why but i feel like i always have to compare myself with other women, just to see. I duno…*shrugs* I have to get my food and stuff together for this week. I will probably go to bed within the next 2 hours, i need to get myself ready for getting up early in the morning…..
