Evon

So im watching America’s Next Top Model. The girls that are on this show are so beautiful!!! But they are all so TINY. They’re like size 3’s. They are cute, but that is just crazy. Ive never been a size 3. Well maybe when i was like 10 or something. But when i watch this show, it kind of freaks me out because of how little they look.  Supposedly being on camera adds 5 pounds. So id be afraid to see these girls in person. They’re probably toothpicks! I dont get annoyed when i watch the show, i get a bit inspired. Not by their body weights, but by their fashion, their sense of style. They all dress and look so cute! One of the girls i really liked just got eliminated…her name is Jael…she was really hot though!!!! All of her pictures were really good! She kind of reminds me of a girl i went to high school with. I had the biggest crush on Connie…anways. Its kinda late and im up again. I woke up today around 2 with a headache, and generally feeling like poop. I did laundry, but i am going to wait and clean tomorrow. Right now i am still feeling crappy, so i want to wait until i dont feel quite as bad. Marty is still in bed. He woke up about an hour ago and was so grumpy!!! He got up to pee, get something to drink, and then go back to sleep. I dont know if he was just disoriented because of sleeping so much, or what….but hes back asleep now..Im going to head out of here and go to bed now though

I finally ended up getting to sleep last night/this morning. YAY! Im still nursing Marty bakc to health, poor thing hes so sick. The girl upstairs came down because she wanted to talk to me and marty…(so she said). What she meant was that she wanted to talk to him. She irritates me. And this is not jealousy. She really bothers me. She pretty much talked to Marty while i ate the rest of my breakfast and watched The Scorpion King. Anyways, ive got a lot of stuff to do around the house today. Im puting it off though, because im in a lazy mood! I’ve got laundry to do, ive got to clean the bathroom, kitchen, and the living room. Maybe i will do it later. Since marty is going to be asleep for a while i wont do the bedroom until tomorrow. I was thinking about going to the gym for a little bit or going on a run, but i dont know if i will or not. Still thinking about it. Anyway, i guess i better start on the laundry…(**grumbles**)

So i was going to get offline and lay down…but somehow i got sidetracked. I found myself looking at shoes on ebay…speaking of, there are some i am going to get:  

I love those clear ones. The black ones are like the clear ones i already have but i wan t some support around my ankles…just feels better walking in. Anyways, im going away now, i know i said it earlier, but this time im about 90% sure

So it is now 12:40am…and i cant sleep. I always have a hard time going to sleep, and it annoys the crap out of me. I’ve been up since 6 yesterday morning. I had a horrible dy at work, i went to the gym for an hour and a half. I was hyper when i got home though. Poor Marty, he’s sick and i know i was annoying the crap out of him because i wouldnt let him sleep. Im going to try and get some sleep soon though, My body is definitely tired, but I cant sleep!!!! I might update again later if i cant sleep still…

For my very first entry in this blog, i just want to say that i am posting what i did at the gym today. Anyone who reads this, please give me some feedback on what I’m doing and let me know what i need to adjust! Thanks!!!

As I sit here watching Dinner Impossible, I ache with pleasure. I came back from the gym about an hour ago and I feel awesome. What i did at the gym today:

(40lbs.)Pulldowns= 3 sets, 12 reps

(40lbs.)Seated row= 3 sets, 12 reps

(200lbs.)Leg Press= 4 sets, 10 reps

(100lbs.)Standing calf raise= 4 sets, 10 reps

(100lbs.)Butt Blaster Thingie=4 sets, 10 reps

*whew* And ive done really good on my diet. My calorie intake is suppposed to be around 1300-1500 calories. I ate some vegetable soup a little while ago. Other than working out, the rest of my day was terrible…lol!!! Work is stressful, its driving me mad!!! I love where i work, and for the most part i love the people i work with, but there are those who make it miserable for everyone …I need a vacation. But i dont want to linger on it. Thats another goal of mine, not to freak out and not to stress so much about the little things. *sighs* My interview is tomorrow. I will be so excited if i get that new position. I cant wait!!!!!