elleboogie’s BodyBlog

ok so its the end of day 2 of my bulking diet and I think I am about to turn into a yam. I have been carbing up like crazy. I never thought I would hear myself say it but "do I really have to eat another meal?" lol. yeah i am actually full and been practically shoving the meals down. My cravings are gone and I only feel for junk food when I think about it so to fix that I just stop thinking about it and im good. I havent had any crazy "i cant help myself, i gotta have it" type of cravings. So far so good. Baby steps…I am used to messing up on any diet on day 4 so we will see how that turns out. Just taking it one day at a time.

ok so the time is finally here. I have run all out of excuses and finally decided that I would get my mind right and step my game up. COMPETITION TIME. I have done a test run of the dieting for 6 weeks and failed miserably but I think that is all mind over matter. Since it really didnt count for anything I didnt put my all in. It was hard as crap but I refuse to believe that it can defeat me. And as a close friend reminded me…nothing worth it is ever easy. So the nonsense stops today. I already went to the grocery store and prepared all my meals for the week. I start of with a bulking diet for 2 weeks and will take it from there. I dont do ‘big’ very well but it all comes with the package. So one day at a time and I will reach my goal. Timeline is 12 weeks. Will keep you posted as I will surly need a shoulder to lean on through out.

Watch out now….Elle Boogiee’s coming through