Why
Why is it that beautiful women will come on this site; compliment me, tell me I look great, tell me I’m a sweet guy…..and yet, in real life; I simply say hi to an attractive woman and she rolls her eyes at me. Whats up with that shit? It’s so damn hard to find someone with common interests in real life. I wish I could find someone like the beautiful fit women on this site; but it will never happen.
Woke up today in terrible pain. Had a rough workout with my trainer yesterday, but it was more pain than just DOMS. My bones hurt today. My head hurts, my stomach hurts…Everything hurts. Some days I sit here wondering why the hell I bother, why put myself through this. I’m exhausted, I don’t feel well, and I need to train tonight. Why. Why do I feel this need to destroy my body. What void in life am I trying to fill??? Who the fuk knows! I just train anyway. I will train today as I would any other day, because I have that itch. No matter how much pain I feel, I have the need to train. The need to be better today than I was yesterday. I need the high of self respect and accomplishment. It’s my drug. March 2 is my first test. An indoor tri. Should be easy, but I need the win. That is why I must train today. I need the early win to boost my spirits for the season. Thank you to all that are supporting me. I need the encouragement from time to time.
January 31, 2008 at 10:24 pm
Amen Brother, to the chicks that roll their eyes at us, and to the need to train, the need to feel sore, to feel that great and grand sense of accomplishment!