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Bump in the road

Wednesday, June 11th, 2008

A brief update:

I have had the last 2 days off from training. The first was Sunday, a scheduled off day, and I did some demos out on Long Island. Yesterday I had one after work in the city. Over the last 2 days, I have had car trouble, subway trouble (2x), cable and internet trouble, heat wave trouble and diet trouble. I need to get my head right again. If I hadn’t already mailed in my entry, I seriously would have considered taking this season off and spending the money I’d be using toward the show and putting it toward a reliable vehicle with better gas mileage. But that’s not the case, I did submit already, and today is a new day. I’m going to get my head straight and get back to what needs to be done.

American Gladiators

Friday, February 15th, 2008

(written last Sunday)

 

AG - Audition was GREAT!! Although we got there super early - before 7am and they opened the doors at 10am - and we were near the beginning of what turned into a crazy line, I was NY-116 ie the 116th person they saw in NY. Kim Klein auditioned (what name is she using now?) but she was VIP and sat in a warm Starbucks until her appointment while we suffered in the cold/rain. Grace Rivera, her fiancee Tony and I went together. I saw Jamie Reed and before I could say ‘Hi’ she was POOF gone.

After the physical assessment there is an interview. Mine went really well. The NBC guy told me that I kicked ass in the trials, and we chatted like old friends, it went easily and I was comfortable. He said that he really liked me and that even though I was short I’d make a good Gladiator and that he’d push for me when they discussed the candidates over the next few days.

The next step would be a second interview, and if that went well, LA. So basically, I’m just hoping for the phone to ring before Thursday and that my height won’t work against me too much. I’m pretty sure that if I was 5′8 I’d have this in the bag.

You would not believe the line. It literally circled the block and hit the start at one point. I took pictures.

I never did receive a call, so it looks like a resounding NO, lol.
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A Woman’s Battle

Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
A Woman’s Battle 
 
By: Lisa Sutton

On the way to the gym the other day, while stopped at a red light, I happened to see two teen-aged girls, probably no more than fourteen or fifteen, walking down the sidewalk–certainly not a sight that would ever command my attention beyond a passing glance if that. However, these two young girls captured my attention. They wore tight, sleeveless half shirts and shorts cut high onto their thighs.

Yah, That Nasty
Immediately, I noticed that both of them were rail thin. I was thunderstruck. I couldn’t believe my eyes! From where I sat in my car, I could see their collarbones. Their arms and legs were so thin that their knee and elbow joints looked disproportionately large and out of place. I watched them pass by and as they continued down the sidewalk, I couldn’t help but note their protruding shoulder blades.

A few weeks later, mental images of these two young girls re-emerged as I leafed through a Victoria’s Secret catalogue and noticed all of the waif-like figures that filled its pages. On every single page were images of the most unhealthy, mousy-looking women that I’d ever seen in my entire life. If women are supposed to strive to look like the models in these catalogues, then we are all in really big trouble.

Is This In?
Is this really the personification of “attractive” or what women in this society think that they are supposed to emulate to be desirable? As opposed to confident, self-assured young women, these women appear weak and sickly. In my opinion, they look like victims, subject to anyone’s whim. It’s disgusting. So, what happens? Teenage girls are inundated with these images of what the media considers “attractive” and end up looking like they just stepped out of the cemetery.

Personally, I think that it’s absolutely criminal.
Intent upon understanding this mindset from the inside, I asked one of my training clients who once admitted that she struggles with her own body image. To give you some perspective, this woman is young, early twenties, attractive, and very, very, thin. Recently, she renounced her obsession with the scale and decided that she wanted to train with weights so she hired me and together, we began the journey toward physical fitness and self-awareness.
Through the course of our conversation, I learned that many of her contemporaries refused to lift weights as they were utterly convinced that lifting weights would give them bulging muscles and make them “look like men.” She explained that her decision to weight train met with some stiff resistance from her comrades. Apparently, to these women, an increase in muscularity is synonymous with relinquishing their “femininity.”

For these women, weight lifting and increasing in muscularity conjures unfavorable images of amazon women from ancient cultures. According to myth, the amazons were female warriors that fought in battle right alongside of the men and were the complete antithesis of everything that this society considers “female.” In fact, the very word, “amazon” literally means “without breast.”

Which makes sense considering that to facilitate the efficient use of a bow and arrow, legend has it that upon the birth of a female infant, the amazons would sear one breast so that it would not develop. Consequently, the mere mention of the word “weight lifting,” to most women brings to the forefront mental pictures of humungous, breast-less, likely unattractive, physically imposing women.

The Image
So, on one end of the continuum lie images of massive female warriors which society condemns and on the other end, lie images of wafer-thin models which society considers feminine and attractive. Given many women’s association of increased muscularity with amazonian-type, “manly” physiques, its not at all surprising that young girls strive to become paper thin thus “feminine” which results in malnourished, underdeveloped teenaged girls that remain little better than one meal away from their coffins. Outright criminal.

Every time that I train a woman, I am fighting against the images of what this society considers “attractive” and “desirable.” With every single repetition, my female clients are waging a battle within. On the one hand, they want to be healthy and physically fit but on the other hand, they are deathly afraid that lifting weights and increasing muscularity will make them look too “masculine” thus undesirable.

I have one question. Since when did men obtain a monopoly on muscularity? When did it come about that muscular men are attractive and muscular women are amazons? What is to be gained by keeping women from developing their physiques to their maximum genetic capabilities?

What I have noticed is that when women weight train and begin to fill out their own physical frames, they begin an inner transformation. These women experience an increased sense of self-esteem, a more positive self-image, and become much more self-assured. Women, who previously apologized for their very existence by walking with their heads down and shoulders slumped, walk a little bit taller and exude a bit more self- confidence.

Instead of attempting to erase their own existence with a wafer-thin appearance, women that strive toward fitness by developing their physiques and increasing their strength command power through their very presence. Are these “amazon-like,” “masculine,” thus undesirable attributes? Well, I suppose that it depends upon whom you ask.

The Undesirable
To those that find themselves threatened by a self-assured woman, strength and muscularity are undesirable; i.e. “amazon-like.” But, for those that are internally secure, a woman that commits to developing her muscles and increasing her strength are the pinnacle of attractive and does not rival a woman’s “femininity.”

For my money, strength, muscular development and femininity are not inversely related. On the contrary, increased strength and muscularity are the cornerstones upon which to build an unwavering self-image and an unforgiving sense of self-confidence. If you are a woman that battles with self-image ask yourself this, do you want the power to define your own self and what is considered feminine, attractive and desirable or are you willing to merely accept what the media shoves down your throat.

Women need to reclaim the power to define what is feminine, attractive and desirable. Take control and define your own self. At the end of the day, the choice remains entirely yours.

Seriously?

Wednesday, November 7th, 2007

The PM’s I get on here are hysterical sometimes.  Granted, they’re not as raunchy as some of the ones I get on Myspace, but damn!

<quote>I live in New Jersy and work in Manhattan as an computer eng.
The reason i am writing you this email is because i have a fetish with build women legs trampling me.
i am looking for someone for a session (legs worship and trampling)

Please let me know if you are intrested.
With your Pics and Rates.

I am just a normal computer Professional working in uptown manhattan who is into legs fetish.
I am willing to pay $100 - $150 for the sessions no nudity involved.

Male 29
</quote>

10/1 - wow, October already?

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007

How did that happen?

Felt like absolute crap and went home from work early. Did AM cardio and 1 mile walk in the afternoon, then got home around 5ish. Slept till 3am with some phone and text interruptions. There is a phrase about burning a candle at both ends; I feel like that.

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9/15-16

Thursday, September 20th, 2007
I’m exhausted. Atlantic City ended up with no shoot, a raging headache and spending the night at the Taj since I was in no condition to drive after that kind of day. The show was pretty good though and I had front row seats, so no complaints there. I called almost all the winners - I had Johnnie Jackson winning the men’s, Nicole Ball the women’s LW, Lisa Aukland the women’s HW (though I personally like Betty’s physique more), Tracey Greenwood in fitness and Colt Wynn in the wheelchair division. Figure was a shocker - I had Heather Green taking the one spot by a large margin. I had Paola in the three spot, but I guess the judges were looking for something else.

The wheelchair comp was wonderful. These guys were really inspirational. I hope to see this division in the NPC more frequently.

Anyway, it’s back to work and training tomorrow! I have to undo that carbup and get back on track! 6 more weeks!

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Catching up - 9/10

Monday, September 17th, 2007
Unsceduled off day. Headache. I grabbed some REM and an icepack and slept for 10 hours. One of these days I’ll find a way to adhere to my planned split.

Saturday was…

Tuesday, September 11th, 2007
…7 and 9 weeks out from my shows! Although I have been very forthcoming about everything until this point, I’m going to discontinue that practice this week. I am doing a dry run, aiming to peak Saturday for my photo shoot with Day Ray at the Atlantic City Pro. Anyone going to AC next weekend, anyway? As I was saying, dry run… I don’t like to divulge how I deplete/carb up/peak. So, for the week to come, supps will remain the same in the porbiotic/fat burner area, and I will continue to post my workouts.

So, I did some morning cardio and a Vitamin Shoppe demo, then went to my cousin’s for a bit. Working six days a week (plus a few nights), training, cardio and my commute from hell are starting to take a bit of a toll on my patience. I’ve always had a touch of ‘road rage’, but I was seriously on edge today.

Obese U.S. youngsters suffer iron deficiency: study

Wednesday, September 5th, 2007

CHICAGO (Reuters) - Overweight U.S. children run an alarmingly high risk of iron deficiency, a condition which can lead to learning and behavior problems, researchers said on Tuesday.

It was the first time an association had been found between obesity and iron deficiency in children as young as 1, the researchers said, and they said junk food may be to blame.

“The reasons for the strong association in this age group are unclear and need to be elucidated,” Dr. Jane Brotanek of the University of Texas and other researchers cautioned in their study, published in the journal Pediatrics.

“Dietary practices may play an important role since diets high in calories but poor in micronutrients may lead to both iron deficiency and overweight” children, they added.

Iron deficiency anemia in infancy and early childhood can impair learning, hamper school achievement and lower scores on tests of mental and motor development, the researchers said.

“A key finding of this study is the alarmingly high prevalence of iron deficiency among overweight toddlers,” the report reads. “Excessive milk or juice intake, prolonged bottle-feeding, snacking and junk food intake might contribute.”

The findings were based on a study of 1,641 youngsters aged 1 to 3. Iron deficiency was found in 20 percent of those who were overweight but just 7 percent of those who were not.

The researchers said children in day care or attending preschool classes had a lower risk of iron deficiency. It may be that such children have better diets with more iron or are less likely to be allowed excessive amounts of juice or snacks, Brotanek’s team suggested.

The study also found that Hispanic youngsters were twice as likely as their white counterparts to be iron deficient but the authors said that may be in part because Hispanic children are less likely to be in preschool or day care.

They only try to tackle the guy with the ball….

Thursday, August 9th, 2007

This seemed appropriate.  ;)  

from Anthony Robert’s blog

http://www.anthony-roberts.com/blog/

Yesterday I was talking to someone about different people who constantly bash me on various internet forums, and others who “argue” with me (Note: that means they’re wrong, and I explain why, and they don’t get it).

And the topic came up of why so many people feel it necessary to attack me. My answer, which was one that Alwyn Cosgrove had said to me previously, which is that “they only try to tackle the guy with the ball”.

Think about it. If you play Football/Gridiron, rugby, whatever…who is the other team trying to tackle? It’s always the guy with the ball…the guy who is a threat, the guy who can put points on the board at that very second. For the last 2 years, that’s been me. I’m hoping it’s me for a long time too. That means people are going to try to tackle me all over, on the internet, in magazines, whatever.

That’s fine…as long as people attack me constantly, I’ll know I still have the ball



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