dtknow’s BodyBlog

i havent been very faithful these last few weeks with my ymca workouts. i feel horrible about that, but i told my husband that when its nice out i would rather be outside working out, so that is what i have been doing. i really havent been pushing myself like i was due to the fact i think i might have shine splints. but i do make myself go out and power walk (i did jog a little and run steps the other day) i even got on a bike tonight and went with my oldest son to the res. if that wasnt funny. i havent been on a bike in years. i think i did about two hours of walking and bike riding tonight alone. oh and for those who read my other post, my husband is finally starting to feel better today…OH YEAH

i tried on a pair of my favorite workout pants tonight some that i havent been able to get over my big butt in a few years and i am almost there…yeah baby. i was told today by several people at work that i have a nice butt…yeah baby. people are finally starting to see a skinner me…yeah baby. i think all of my hard work is finally starting to pay off. i am really feeling good about it. almost feelling cute again. that is a really good feeling, one which i havent had for what seems like forever. i just want to smile all the time…

i didnt eat much supper tonight either. for some reason food just didnt sound good. i know i need to eat my points so instead of fat free popcorn my youngest and i shared a mini bag of butter popcorn…that should of ate up some of my points huh.  weigh in is in a few more days. i am shooting for another 3lb loss. that would give me a total of 10lbs in three weeks. that wedding is in a month and i am wanting to buy the sexy little dress. so everyone keep your fingers crossed for me and wish me luck ok.

we dont have any kids home tonight, my husband is sick and i didnt feel like cooking, so we ordered a cheese pizza for supper. could not help it i was soooo hungry for one. i ate a couple of pieces and had a small glass of soda. i started to feel bad about it, but then i thought hmmmm…i did three miles on the track today and some steps, i wasnt over my points for the day (weight watchers) and i really want that pizza so what the hell. i am thinking about going for another walk to work some of it off, but i dont know. tooo bad husband is sick i could think of some better ways to work off that pizza lol. oh well. thats the way it goes sometimes right.

i have been going into work early (5 am) and i havent been sleeping well at all. i make sure i workout everyday even if its just going for a walk, but for the last two nights i havent had any energy to do much of anything.i feel bad about that, but i just couldnt hardly even fix dinner tonight. i even went out to kmart in my work clothes. i was gross.lol. i told my husband that this weekend i have to make up for it. cant get fit but sitting on my butt. next week i have to work 10 hrs a day. i cant let myself slip. i am finally on a roll with the weight loss. have a month before i have to go shopping for that sexy little dress. I CANT WAIT