Re-dedication
Ok. I’m settled into the home. I’ve taken care of the distractions. Time to get back to it. I was a little less than willing to fess up to the degree to which I fell off during the transition. Truth is, if I had stuck to it I probably would have been less stressed, and a bit more focused. I feel like I left my best friend locked in a closet 1000 miles away… Can never be without a fit lifestyle again. I heard someone mention something about accountability partners and maybe thats what I need since I’m normally on some lone ranger type stuff… I’m like batman…who needs a superman type to remind him to stay in touch with the WHY! or something.
I put up some new not so progress pics. Put them up to face the fact that I let myself go..I’m still better than the original start date which is a blessing but I’ve lost alot of the muscle I busted my arse to get. That hurts…that hurts alot. I’ve been getting myself back into a schedule and have incorporated 3 mile runs to keep my cardio in check. I’m creative enought to use what I got to get me thru til I find a gym.
Problem is…I’m like a gym snob. I can’t fathom how I got to be so since my only serious gym membership just ended 2 months ago. Even still, I find myself reluctant to join certain gyms. I KNOW, employer sponsored or not, I won’t be joining another boutique gym with its hipster members who are only there to use the equipment to model the latest in cell phone technology and workout gear. I’m real wary of the gym chains but I think I’m going to have to go a lesser of evils rout on that unless someone knows of a quality no frills gym in the DMV (DC/Maryland/Virginia for those who thought I was speaking of the Dept. of motor vehicles).
My father says I overthink things and stand in the way of my own progress. Now, If he were to lose those bowling balls in his shirt then he could be my fitness accountability guy…
the search for the perfect mix continues….
