Still chuggin’ down the right track
It’s funny that i’m struggling so early into making these changes. I managed to stay in Wednesday night, but I half-assed Yoga X. I really, really, really struggle with Yoga X. I’ve come really close to just dropping it all together and doing Stretch X in it’s place. An hour and a half of something you hate soo bad, and causes soo much pain is a lot! But I try to remind myself of the benefits, like how much better I felt in the past, after like 3 sessions. Well regardless, I only got through the Sun Salutations, which is better than nothing.
I went to the store last night and bought some food for the diet. That’ll kick this transformation up another notch. I just have a "challenge" with following a strict diet, working out, AND dealing with people. Work stresses me out, and all I do is deal with people all day! I tried to coincide my physical make-over with a spiritual one as well. I started reading a book of devotionals, but that’s sort of stalled. I’ve been doing more jaw and fist-clenching than praying. But whatever stressors irk me today, I’m going to take out on my legs! Since I failed to work out this morning, i’ve saved it for the afternoon.
August 28, 2009 at 7:55 am
I identify with your blog post. I really need to get ordering my grassfed beef and raw goat’s milk. I also have prayer on my list too. The p90x stuff is tough and I think you have to take a myystical approach to that sort of thing. Just accept that it’ll have pain and do it anyway. Sounds a lot like bikram yoga.