Patience grasshopper
OK, so the BBing thing is on the backburner. Looking for the job is my priority now. I know the disciplines that I’ve developed through clean eating and training will transfer to finding a job. The big one is patience–we don’t transform our bodies overnight and that seems to be they way it is for finding the right job. I’m not going to take just anything–I need to support my family and I need something that will help me self actualize (I don’t really believe in Kant’s self actualization at its heart but that’s the best word I can think of).
I need to trust that God is in control and that He’s good all the time. So I know that this may not seem good He knows it is. I need to learn what He’s teaching me. So if you’re a pray-er pray for me that I’m content with this situation and that I get a job quick so that I can stop being patient!! 
November 6, 2008 at 7:03 am
Good luck with the job hunting!!
Is there anyway to maybe workout a couple of days a week so that you don’t lose all of your progress? It might also help relieve stress too, like before a big interview.