Least I’m not the one getting fat!

Ladies and gentlemen i would now like say i am back on the horse. I even given myself a date and i am going to be competition in the FAME fitness model and muscle competition in New Orleans. I set a date and i am going to get there. With hard work and dedication I will get there.

IT was IMPOSSIBLE to stay on the diet for thanksgiving. So I said screw it and just kinda eat what I wanted. Is that bad. This was a cheat day today so I don’t feel that bad. I planned it that way but still i feel kinda bad. But tomorrow its gym day and i am hitting it hard. Its going to be at a gold’s gym because I am in Montgomery AL and don’t really know the gyms here. My cousin is taking me to one. I never really been there but I am eager to go. I want to see all the equipment I don’t have at school. I got to get rid of all this food i ate. See you there.

So I gots me a personal trainer …. and let me tell you we worked out Sunday and I am still feeling the pain. I have not been pushed that hard in ages. I really feel that I was going easy on myself. I still have a way to go. I am no where close where I need to be. I am glad I signed up for one cause I feel like I am getting closer to my goal. Closer but no where close. Anyways, I am eating like nobodies business. My friends even notice that everytime they see me I am eating something. As a matter of fact I need to eat seomthing right now. Peace.

So, you remenber the personal trainer I signed up for. Yeah, he called and he sounded kinda drunk. "He was like "yeah,……it’s taylor……..your personal trainer…….want..to set ………..a time….. for your…physical assestment. Call me! Yeah Kinda wired and he was loud but as long as he helps get the job down, I am down with that. See him tomoorow. Write about that later.

So I am at the club, right, and I am trying to get chosen out of the audience and i didn’t get chosen. I was practically jumping up and down trying to get chosen but I didn’t. So guy dressed as a Chippendale dancer won. Everyone was thinking with their privates. There was no originality what so ever. I have seen it before. Yes the guy had a great body but come pn people. Just go and pay and see a Chippendale show there are other guys that look just like him. I admit I was pissed but my shirtless clown was awesome. Many people in the street said so. But I didn’t win any money. BUt maybe tomorrow. Halloween is not offically over there is still tomorrow.

I was in the gym today and there was one of those people working out that has a loud grunt. So loud I though he was giving birth. I don’t know what the hell kind of workout he was doing. I was like "God, someone get him to a hospital." Everyone was looking at him like what the hell are you doing. Everyone practically broke there necks trying to look at him. EVen people with headphones in their ears. Maybe he was consitpated, I don’t know. Working out was good today because I really felt like I was working. Sometimes you have those days where you are working out but you don’t feel like you did anything. I hate those days. I haven’t got a call for the personal trainer I signed up for or the work out partner. Maybe I can find someone who is dedicated. I can’t have a person in the gym who just wants to talk then lift weight. I am on a mission for god. LOL! Anyways, the Halloween costum contest is this Saturday and I am going to be a shirtless clown. I saw it in a porn. So I stole it from that. I look good but not to where I want to be. I really need to win or at least get third place because rent …needs to be payed. LOL! Anyways, my progress pictures should be able up soon. So be patience.

So I signed up for a workout partner at the gym. Its kinda nerve racking because I don’t know who I am going to get. It’s like a box of chocolates. I just hope that the person is not an *******. That’s all. I also signed up for a personal trainer. Yes, I am serious people. I had a break in diet to day. I was late and on the run for work and I have to stop by chic-fil-a and get a chicken biscuit. Yes, I know it was wrong of me but I couldn’t help it. It was either starve. which is not good for you metabolism or eat something. Hopefully, since it was early in the day it will burn off. Well, I did have candy last night. Oh Man, I really need to get on the ball. Ok no more nasty food. OH I am planning on going to a competition next year. I am looking one up. I was wondering if there were any good one’s in Georgia. Georgia was not the heathiest state. Well, anyways, I am making progress. I will get there, I know it.

I don’t know about you but i am freakin’ stress. What is a college kid to do? I got teachers screaming at me about how they need this paper and that paper. All of this why I am trying to get in shape. I am trying to schuedule things out but it is getting harder. In my opinion school comes first. But I want the body I have been dreaming of sooooooooo bad. Some one help me please!!!!!!!

So I am doing this, so I can make a change. I would first like to say that I am trilled with bodyspace. I think it is a great website. I really need a place to track everything I am doing, and this just lays it all out. I want to get a better body. I think what really pushed me was went I got fired from a job. Unfairly I would like to add. But it put things in prespective for me because I got to focus on what I wanted to do. I want to work with music and art and great in the best shape I have ever been. I have always been a healthy guy but I never was that fit guy. I don’t have any health problems but never the hot guy with his shirt off. I know it may sound vain but I really want to be that guy. I admit I do get jealous of guys who do have a better body than me. So itsead of complaining, I have decided to take measures in my own hands. I am putting the full effort in getting the body I have desired since high school. I really cannot wait for the day to say that I did it. The world will see. Just hopefully it can help me out along the way